losinginNJ

Ok so I had to share this with some people who would understand. I haven't had sex in a VERY long time partly because I was just too shy because of how big I was. I had very low self esteem made worse by one a*****e who did a real number on me, told me I was lucky that someone would ever want me sexually and other terrible things...
So I was sleeved in November and I have been going out meeting guys. I am now down 102 lbs and I have been noticing guys checking me out which is freakin awesome and I am no longer shy...well I have been seeing this one guy casually, nothing too serious and long story short last night we had sex. First time I didn't feel the need to cover up my body before, during, or after. He was very good and kept saying how much he loved my body (seriously almost cried but held it together). It was great, but I am gonna keep it casual, don't want to be tied down(metaphorically anyway) yet. I want to date around a bit (I was very safe last night). This is going to be an awesome summer. For the first time I am feeling empowered and I love it

Ok so I had to share this with some people who would understand. I haven't had sex in a VERY long time partly because I was just too shy because of how big I was. I had very low self esteem made worse by one a*****e who did a real number on me, told me I was lucky that someone would ever want me sexually and other terrible things...
So I was sleeved in November and I have been going out meeting guys. I am now down 102 lbs and I have been noticing guys checking me out which is freakin awesome and I am no longer shy...well I have been seeing this one guy casually, nothing too serious and long story short last night we had sex. First time I didn't feel the need to cover up my body before, during, or after. He was very good and kept saying how much he loved my body (seriously almost cried but held it together). It was great, but I am gonna keep it casual, don't want to be tied down(metaphorically anyway) yet. I want to date around a bit (I was very safe last night). This is going to be an awesome summer. For the first time I am feeling empowered and I love it

You look fantastic. Congratulations.

Sleeved 11/19
Start weight 289
6/3/13 weight 187
Down 102 lbs...holy crap...still have like 40 lbs to go...I was stalled a little but I changed up my routines and that seemed to help...excited for everyone

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Century club and ONEderland in the same day!
I DID IT!!! 100.2 lbs lost, and now I'm officially below the 200lb mark!!! I will never see my scale lead with a "2" again!!! ~ Doing the happy dance ~ woohoo!!!

Sleeved 11/19
Start weight 289
6/3/13 weight 187
Down 102 lbs...holy crap...still have like 40 lbs to go...I was stalled a little but I changed up my routines and that seemed to help...excited for everyone

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I forgot to post this my before and current collage
pre op 284
current 199

Awesome! You're looking great. Keep up the good work.

Look at that gorgeous smile to go with the weight loss!!! Keep up the great work!

I forgot to post this my before and current collage
pre op 284
current 199

Hey all, It has been a while.I just got done directing the Spring Musical and coaching Indoor Guard (btw we won our Championship!!!!) still doing good and last week I got under 200 lbs. Slowed down a little bit but now that I am done everything I am upping my gym time again. Here is my new picture I took at the closing night of the play hope everyone is doing good

Hey all, well I am 3 months post op and have lost 67lbs and I am very happy. For the ones waiting for surgery or just had it done it is totally worth it...here are my before and now pictures
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It is our own personal journey. I had to say that to myself over and over again. For those of you who are losing at a slower rate, you are still losing! That is a good thing. I am losing average according to my physician. On this sit,e I am losing slowly compared to others. However, as I said before, it is our own personal journey. Here is a before picture and then after picture.
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Hey all, well I am 3 months post op and have lost 67lbs and I am very happy. For the ones waiting for surgery or just had it done it is totally worth it...here are my before and now pictures
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Hey all, well I am 3 months post op and have lost 67lbs and I am very happy. For the ones waiting for surgery or just had it done it is totally worth it...here are my before and now pictures
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And this is the picture I took today...3 months post op down 67lbs

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Hey all, well I am 3 months post op and have lost 67lbs and I am very happy. For the ones waiting for surgery or just had it done it is totally worth it...here are my before and now pictures
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Today 3 months later

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Do it, girl. Congratulations! I love Ann Taylor.
I treated myself to a size 12 Michael Kors dress. I'm not in it yet, but if I stay the course, I'll be in it soon. It has become my goal dress. You inspire me. Going to make taco Soup for dinner.< /p>

Hey haven't been on in a while...have lost 63lbs and I went shopping on Sunday. I am in size 16 jeans and size 14 top...I got so excited I took a picture in the dressing room and sent it to everyone I know...when I drop 20 more pounds I am going to treat myself and buy an outfit at Ann Taylor

I went shopping today. I'm in a 14 in regular sizes and a large top . I will take it!

Hey guys just had surgery on Monday and doing well. Gonna start going to support group in Dec or Jan don't know if I will be up for Dec...we will see...went out into the world today I was starting to get cabin fever so my mom drove me to her hair dresser appointment

I will be at support group in January so I will see you there. It has been 3 weeks since my surgery and I am down 33 lbs...so happy

What I want for Christmas
1. To keep losing and not stalling (down 33lbs)
2. To enjoy my friends and family
3. To close on my house finally (short sale hell)
4. To find someone special in the New Year
5. To enjoy the little things in life
Merry Christmas everyone

What I want for Christmas
1. To keep losing and not stalling (down 33lbs)
2. To enjoy my friends and family
3. To close on my house finally (short sale hell)
4. To find someone special in the New Year
5. To enjoy the little things in life
Merry Christmas everyone