So, I am into my 3rd week on my pre-op liquid diet. I have done really well so far, with no real cravings or hunger pains. Even if people are eating yummy things in front of me, I haven't felt deprived. However, today is a whole new story. I feel like a switch has been flipped! I have been craving REAL food (you know, the kind you can chew?) all day. I don't really consider myself an emotional eater, but I do think my emotions are making this harder than it needs to be!
Today was my last day at my current job. As part of my going away present, everyone brought in all kinds of delicious Breakfast foods. (Only two of my co-workers know that I will be having surgery on Tuesday.) They all got to enjoy the food at my goodbye party while I felt self-conscious about not eating any of it! Ever since this morning, I have been craving eggs, bagels, bread, salt, etc. I think being around food, having a hard time with goodbyes, and feeling the reality of my surgery sink in are all contributing to my current obsession with food. I know this feeling won't last, and I'm keeping my eye on my upcoming surgery date and my health-related goals, but do these feelings become easier to manage over time? I can't stop thinking about eating (she says glumly while sipping on a Protein shake).