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Im 9 days post op and the same protien shake day after day started to get tiring. I decided to spice it up a little by adding a little peanutbutter to the blender (as ive been told that was ok to do) anyways about 5-10 min after drinking my shake I started to get really nauseous and dizzy i almost passed out walking to the bedroom to lay down. After laying down for about 20 min or so i got back up and felt fine. Did I just experience dumping? I dont know what else could explain it what would have made me dump? The peanutbutter itself?

I was sleeved a few days before you (12/3) and when i woke up from surgery i was in the most pain i had ever experienced in my life i felt like i had just gotten run over by a bus. I went home that day and by the next day i felt pretty good. By day 3 i felt almost fine. I forced myself to walk alot. Its cold outside so i just stay in my pjs and do laps and laps and laps around the house. It really helps and i think thats why i am recovering so quickly. I know walking dosnt sound fun but i think you will find that it really really helps. Good luck and it gets easyer every day =)

Yay I weighed in today exactly 1 week ago i had my surgery. I was expecting maybe 3 or 4 pounds....I lost 9.6 lbs!!!! Im so happy! Yippie! Im just scared that once im off the liquids only the weight loss is guna stop or slow down to like 1 lb a week.... But right now im on cloud nine and am so happy about never seeing this 9.6 lbs again! =)

I get the isopure, dutch chocolate is the best tasting i think 1 serving (2 scoops) is 50 g of protien ( i use 1 scoop 25 g) so it makes it super easy to get in all the protien. All the flavors are Zero carb except the dutch chocolate wich is 1.5 carbs per scoop.

I guess my boyfriends attitude is, I made the decision to do this fully knowing what i was getting myself into and he did not. So hes not going to change the way he eats or hide it from me when he is perfectly skinny. I also think there might be some resentment towards me because i was thin when we got together 5 years ago, and then packed on 100 lbs so he might look at this is me getting what i deserve for making myself fat. =( i dont know... I didnt like the "hows your dinner" joke and i made that clear, that should not happen again. No, i dont plan on going back to my old ways of fast food and pizza when im able to eat again, however I do feel like its going to be a struggle, im not one of the fortunate people that dont seem to crave that anymore. I talked to my boyfriend about how were going to need to change our eating habits once im on regular food again and he seems supportive as long as i cook, (i havent been much of a cooker in the passed so some of the fast food habits can be my fault) I dont know, i just hope this gets easyer, im hoping once im able to sit down and have a few bites of some nice lean chicken with a few veggies on the side I maybe wont be this crazy about wanting to eat everything in sight.... I never coinsidered myself addicted to food but it is deffinately an eye opening experience going through this, it really shows me why i packed on 100 lbs in 5 years and how my eating habits have changed drastically from when i was living at home with mom.....

Am i the only one that is going through this? I am 5 days post op and havent had a real bite of food in what seems like forever! I find myself watching the food network alot and just dreaming about being able to eat. Today i went to a fast food place with my boyfriend and two of his friends and just sat and watched, as they ate and ate and ate. Then For dinner they decided pizza sounded good, so i again sat and watched as they had delicious pizza. I feel so resentful (my boyfriend is a healthy 160lbs and his friends are also very healthy weights) it just angers me to the point of crying! It angers me how they can sit there and eat all that delicious food and not gain an ounce! It just seems unfair. I know life isnt fair and all that but im just wondering if anyone else finds themselves resetful of thinner friends/family ect. I mean maybe it will get better once im able to eat real food again but right now they joke with me about me drinking my protien shake (haha hows your dinner) as i drink my grose protien while they shove their faces with delicious pizza! GRR i hate myself for being so envious but i just cant help it!