ajack1016

Im getting sleeved on the 23rd @ St. Marys.

I will be getting sleeved through Dr Zeni on June 12th. Cannot wait n have a couple real good friends who have had huge success at St Mary's with Dr Zeni

Im from the Detroit area. I live in Livonia.

10 Things I wont miss about being fat:
- "The fat girl tug" when I get up from sitting in a chair or getting out of the
car and have to pull my shirt down in the back because it rides up on me.
- Going to the Dr. only to hear that my ailment was caused by all the weight I gained.
-Walking passed a group of young people and hearing them laugh and knowing it has to be about me.
-Being afraid of falling down the stairs because Im so big I can't see them.
-Not being able to tuck in my shirts
-Not being able to take baths because I dont fit anymore
-Hearing "you would be so pretty if you lost weight'
-Spilling food on the front of my shirt in a restaurant because I can't lean over my plate due to my stomach being in the way.
-My partner not being able to put her arms around me when she hugs me.
-People staring at me in restaurants and thinking "dang she doesn't need to eat all that"

I won't miss not wearing shorts because it looks like my inner thighs are eating them.

This one hit home. I have only two pairs of pants that fit me fight now - black stretch pants for work, and stretch jeans for home. I just noticed last night that that the stretch jeans are getting that thinness in the inner thigh area that is almost see through. They are going to let go any day now. I'm hoping I won't be wearing them long enough to see it happen!
Another thing I won't miss - elastic waist pants or any pants that can be described as 'stretch' !

I won't miss so much. Mainly being the "fat girl" in the room. I'm so sick of it. I've been the token fat girl since as far back as I can remember. Ugh! I also won't miss worrying if certain areas of my body are smelly after sitting for so long. As Melissa put it in the show My 600 Pound Life "As a fat woman, no matter how much you wash, how hard you try.. Ya end up smellin"... I am the queen of smelly good stuff and always trying to look and smell nice, but its not always possible with how much I sweat. It's so gross. I also won't miss only being able to have sex for small amounts of time because my hips feel like they're going to give out on me. Sorry if this has been a TMI post. Haha

September 23

September 23!