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Denise congrats and gald the prayers worked!! He really looks like a beautiful baby!! Judy if I haven't missed you have fun!! PAM YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME!!!!! But thanks to my phone will never forget about you!! I have gained weight and eating out of control!! I am very very very stressed right now. Nothing really bad, just having car problems that shouldn't be a problem, it was a battery, but the tow truck was a horror story, ending last night when I put groceries in my trunk, and noticed 2 gouges that went straight through my bumper from the tow truck. Of course now I have a accident report in with that company. Then my Dr. still hsn't called me about my holter monitor results. He supposedly didn't get them. I can believe that if he didn't have a horrible track record. I am just crabby. You must all think I am the crabbiest person in the world! Jane

Tracyks that is great!!! I hope you get it!! Purple power to everyone in need of it!! There seems to be a great need to a wide variety of people! Car broke down today. Had a major hassle getting it towed, not happy. I hope it is not too big of a repair bill. Not too much to say, waiting to hear from a bunch of people. I need something that doesn't require batteries or phone calls. You think I am asking too much??? Jane

Love the note, it was well written!! Hugs Terry!! I slept well last night. YEA! Got on scale this morning:eek: Can't be right so I am not going to get on scale for another week! How is that for avoidance/denial!! NO MORE SCHOOL!!! Congrats to Michelle and Pamela!

Laura the china cab. looks great!! It is sooo pretty!! Haydee, hugs to you and what you are dealing with!!

Well I am back from the funeral for Della's husband. Della is black, and the church is a black baptist. Here are Charlie, Sue, and I which are about the only white people in the crowd. It was like no other experience I have ever had. It was a nice service, just had more personality than anything I have ever been to. You have to remember I am a white presbyterian, and they don't make bread much whiter than that! I am feeling a bit better today. I am depressed and on meds for that. I think you all are right, I was being very hard on myself. I started my period early yesterday, which didn't help. Last night when I couldn't sleep I watched MTV's Real World where this guy was in rehab for drug abuse, and he wrote a letter to 'cocaine' about the effects that it had/has on his life. I was sobbing thinking about food and sugar. Then I watched an informericial, and then "Fiddler on the Roof" came on AMC and that made me happier. I would have been so much better off if I could have slept. Or if I would have turned all that negative energy in for some positive cleaning and filing for work! But, no I just wallowed (I know that is not the right spelling) in self pity!! I need to fix somethings, and get my ducks in a row. I am still on pins and needles, not knowing the results of the holter monitor, and not knowing til probably Thursday! You all are sooo kind to reach out like you have!! I really appreciate it more than you will know. Jane Pamela are you done yet?????

Yea Pam!!!!

Major poor me blues ahead. I am not happy. I am not sure what will make me happy right now. I am totally out of control with my eating and my life. I am unmotivated and seems like I am sinking further into my hole. I have gained weight, not a lot, but about 10 or so pounds, and I can't seem to stop myself from eating. I am not sure that that is what is making me unhappy or what. It seems like nothing is right. But Nothing is really wrong. I wish I could explain what I feel...I think if I could just fall asleep that would make me feel better also. By the way a "Shrinking Violet" is just a 'moniker' for April 07 band patients.

Laura great finds!!! I think I figured out the problem, when I start my internet, I can't type, but if I switch to my internet explorer browser then it works? Weird huh, I am testing it out on you guys!! Hope you all had a great weekend and fathers day and enjoy getting back to work? How is your Mom Terry? I hope your vacation being over isn't too big of a bummer!!! That is what I hate about taking a vacation, coming back.

I am having trouble with my computer. Nothing is wrong with me. Most of the time my keyboard doesn't work. My Brother in law thinks it is a corrupt file. He told me how to fix it. It sounded like 23094u 340u23 2305ui[- 234085 850-2= I said okay thanks... So if you don't hear from me that is why. By the way THAT WAS SOOOO NICE OF YOU SUSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jane

Happy birthday Terry!!! Hope it is a great one!! We are supposed to get bad storms today, like in an hour. Oh well. Can't shower because of this monitor thing. I hate that. That is how I wake up!!! I went to Taco Bell last night and it was so weird without the tomatoes. I diddn't think I would notice, but I did. Okay need to get motivated!! Happy birthday again Terry!!! If I was motivated I would list it 48 more times!!

Had my stress test today, and it showed good blood flow and the muscle wasn't too thick, but I either have extra beats or missing a beat every 7 or 8 times. They said that it is normal, for some people to have that. I am wearing the holter monitor to make sure it is fine. Weird though. I don't want anymore BS in my life!! Things have been kinda hectic at work. Della's husband died from a sudden heart attack on Tuesday. So on top of my work, we are trying to call all of her customers to tell them. I think Sue and Charlie think this is some kind of "who cares the most" contest, and they are driving me nuts with it, luckily I have been super busy. Work politics, there are only 4 of us, you would think they wouldn't be there. One hour and 22 minutes from Friday the 13th and Terry's 50th!!!!!!!!!! Okay here I go to get some stuff done! Jane

Great pics Terry!! Huggs to all, another early busy day at work!!

I have to confess, I ate three, but they were mini's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what about two chocolate chip cookies holding icing inbetween then rolled in sprinkles?

Hi, purple hugs to Kat, Tracyks family, and all you other violets in need of some purple power!!! I am off to bed, very tiring day today. Charlie messed up my book and was running behind pretty much all day. I hate to run behind, but I can forgive a mistake or two, but he really went overboard today in mistakes. Have a good night, pretty purple dreams................

CTCD needed here. One of those super busy days. Meeting at 8:00 a.m., I am so not a morning person. I don't have a break at work, amd then I have my manicure appointment. Won't get home til 9:30 tonight. Glad they don't happen that frequently!! Everyone have a great day!!!

I just wanted you all to know that if you think you have the greatest nephew in the world, you are wrong!! I DO!!!!!!!!!!!

Laura, sounds like a not so fun trip!! I was rooting for you to win BIG!!!

Susie we have had more rain then ever in history so far this year, can I assume KC is the same? That guy that emailed me from the personals does the recombint bike!! That is scary!! I sent him the link to match.com so he could see that I don't!! I know it is not about looks, but it still makes me nervous!! Michelle I am with you but higher in weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARY!!!!!! Judy great pics!!! The church looks so cute!! Laura are you rich?????? Glad Kat and Terry had a good time!!! My nephew is coming over in a little bit and helping me do somethings around house. He needs money and I need the help. I need to clean real quick (wasn't I suppose to do that yesterday?!?). Have a great day and will check in later!! Jane

Judy, I have just been googling a wii, and not really sure about it. It looks like it could be fun? Going Thursday for the Stress/echo and the 24 hour holter monitor. I don't know when after that I will know. Actually I have been feeling better, I am not as tired as I was, but that bit with the reflux had me sleeping really bad for a long long time. I think I am going to call in the morning and talk with the nurse about getting a fill or something. I am not scheduled for one til the end of July and am OUT OF CONTROL WITH MY EATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The new Doc only does fills for two hours the fourth Friday of the month! I need one!!! I am eating wayyyyy tooooooo much................ I got an email back from that man who wrote me. He is retired military. Scary thought, but really good benefits!!! I think Tracy might have given me some of her HR thoughts!! Terry, I finally got my "C" batteries, been up and running on the other one though

TRACYKS, I just got my first email from somebody, just responded back. I set myself up on Yahoo personals, and that is where he responded from. I don't have pictures up, so I told him to go to match.com and see what you posted!! At least I have broken the ice. Thanks:smile:

Well being unfilled is no fun. I am afraid to step on scale. I need to do it tomorrow. I am hearing and sharing your pain Michelle!!! I woke up this morning and looked at my house:eek:, boy do I need to clean!!! It is amazing how a few days of nothingness can lead to a huge mess!!!! Can't wait to hear is Laura is a big winner!!!!!!!!!!! Jane

Well here I am after a looong day. I went to work early this morning, then went straight to a friends house for her sons graduation party. She lives about 1 1/2 hours away, it is no problem getting there, but coming home I kept thinking I am never going to make it, now all the caffeine is kicking in!!! Guess I will check my emails and go to bed. I hope everyone is having a good weekend!! TracyK any luck at the casino?? Laura may not have seen history made, but she could come up one RICH girl if she bet right!!! Okay off I go...............

Did I say it was sunny today??? Well by the time I left for work it was cloudy and windy, and then it rained and rained, and I came home and no power!! It happens every once in a great while, but I am always surprised because my power lines are buried. Judy I am glad you liked the heart. I had good intentions on the beginnings, and never saw it through. So enjoy!!! I hope everyone has a good weekend!! Jane by the way is anyone but me having problems everytime they come to this site?

Susie, woke up this morning to sunshine, if it stormed last night I didn't hear it. I hope you get the pool is soon. I am sure that is sooo hard waiting!!! Glad no cast! I hope everyone has a great day/weekend, I am off to work!! Jane