Funny enough, there have been 2 coincidences so far in the place I have chosen to have it done. One being the hospital has the same name as me & the company I am going with is the same name as my own family company...weird or what?
Anyway After reading a lot of experiences on this site I've had to seriously think about what I am about to do & the consequences involved & the way my life is going to change. I never really had a plan....until now.
I am going to go into this 100% committed, and log every minute of it... I want to see my own road to recovery. My strengths, weaknesses & demons & how I overcome the obsticles...although I feel there will be few as I am not here to fight myself anymore.
What I see from this site & the shared experiences is that it is crucial to be patient & most of all... to become a student of my own body & master of my mind.
I will regard the band as my tool, my aide & friend to guide & help me stop the self destruction of continuing to waste my life as a self loathing fat person.
To help me committ to myself & reward my efforts & decisions with confidence, dignity & pride.... Today is the first step in this journal. :clap2:
Here are my goals...
To be free from yoyo dieting
To be free from self loathing
To be free of dissappointment in myself
To be proud of my image
To be comfortable in my appearance
To communicate that I am beautiful
To have a beautiful wardrobe
To have style
To Relearn Piano
To write songs again
To be a mother
To contribute happiness & drive to my marriage
To be a loving friend
To keep a beautiful home
To turn a hobby into a business
To take long walks for pleasure instead of weight loss
To spend more time outdoors
To take pride in my garden
To take pride in myself
To be happy
To start participating in life again
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