jen and matt mommy

i am starting over to- i am in the same struggle as you, mine started over a year ago when i found out i was pregant.i needed to see the dr and get a swiff kick in the butt to get my self back on track, i needed a small fill and now 3 days back i know i want this again, i gained back all that i lost right after i had the band. i feel that i have hit bottom and i am ready to climb out of this. I will get there and so will you. good luck!!!!!

I have felt so tired for months, this has been such a long road.. I had my band put in June of 2010, so i have had it for 18 months now, and i am the same weight i was before. Back story is going to make you laugh. I had lost over 50 pounds in the first 4 months after and then---I got pregant, wow was i suprised , last thing i was expecting. We had 3 misscarraigers over the past 2 years and after the last one we said that is it we are done, we could not get pregant on our own we had used meds to get pregant the last 2 times. we used protection but you always hear, it was just one time. Well just one time and bang baby boy 9 months later, He is our blessing and i am thankful for him but i gained back all i lost and was so messed up after the pregancy i could not excerise for months after the birth. anyway i have finally gone back to dr and am refilled and ready to start again. I dont want for this all to be a waste, i know i can do this, i need a swiff kick in the butt to get me going. if anyone has been through something like this or has any insight please let me know. thanks all enjoy your night!!!