OK! I booked my surgery for Oct 11 with Dr. Aceves. I decided to go with him bc of all the amazing reviews I have heard and all the research I have done. I was feeling so stoked and ready, and now.....I AM FREAKING TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not bc of anything to do with Mexico, or going alone, or the money or anything logistical like that...just bc of the surgery itself. I am in my mid-thirties and have never had ANY SURGERY BEFORE! I HAVE NEVER EVEN BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL!
I do know however, that if I dont do this, I will eventually spend alot of time in a hospital bc of my horrible eating habits over the last 25 years. My luck is gonna run out. That is something i tell myself but right now, its isnt helping!
I'm scared of the IV (how long is it in there for?), Im scared of the drains being pulled out (yikes!), Im scared I wont sleep or I wont get enough pain meds (geek!) Im scared Im gonna cry like a baby.... I need some reassurance before i chicken out like a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously. Am I the only freak who feels (felt) like this????