jlyndinski

I had my band since 2004 and until about a year or so ago, I've been experiencing acid reflux, night coughfing and regurigation. I reciently had to have the fluid removed and I'm scheduled for a scoping next week. I've gained almost 40 pounds and feel terrible - emotionally as well as physically. I am so dissapointed in my self for gaining and I knew I was gaining, I just was enjoying my life with my new love and put myself behind him and his needs and wants. I am so depressed and angry but anxious too put this behind me and get my fill back and unfortunately start over again. I've lost 105 pounds and can't stop thinking about what it was like to be that weight again. I don't want to be 100+ pounds again. I have to find a way to keep my relationship going and put myself first. Any suggestions???