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First Entry - Backround

mauraclegg

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Well, if I am starting a blog to hold myself a little more responsible then I guess I should start with a bit about my journey thus far:

 

I was banded June 8, 2010 and June 9, 2010 by the most wonderful surgeon, Dr. Nahmias here in CT. Yes, my band immediately slipped and I had to have a second surgery, but really it wasn't all that bad. The worst part was the NG Tube before the second surgery - I swear I could have punched the nurse tech who did it square in the face it hurt so damn bad. But after I woke from my second banding I felt like a million dollars and I didn't look back from there

 

I started about 262 lbs and by I lost my 100 lbs within 15 months, although the last 10 were as a result of my TT. But I am relatively happy with my size 10 bod.

 

I will say though I have HUGE body image problems. I think I look worse now than I did before. I don't see (somehow) that I look smaller. It's insane, but it's true. I have gone from a size 22 and a 44DDD to a size 10 and a 36DD and when I look in a mirror I see no improvement. I know it's all mental, and I am working on it, but it's HARD!!

 

My TT was uneventful, except for the hospital not being able to give me any ICE.. freakin crazy.

 

My JP Drains were removed within a week - I did have 2 small probs after - some fluid that had to be manually drained by my doc every week for about a month; and a small wound right above my pubic bone (smaller than a dime) that had to be chemically debrided - but it did eventually close (icky scar).

 

Lately I am maintaining my 96-100 lb weight loss - but I am occasionally bored with my food choices and I do push the envelope at times. I rarely vomit - only if I am talking when I am eating or I eat too fast or something I really shouldn't (more than 3 french fies)

 

I have to say my journey has been pretty easy - I lost my weight with minimum exercise which has led me to not want to exercise. I have been trying to walk again though.....



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Congrats on the loss so far, that is super awesome! I'm pre-op and decided to start watching my eating, so far I'm doing pretty good. The protein shakes actually help me because days when I don't care or can't seem to drum up the energy to cook something usually left me at a fast food restaurant but now I pop a can and go about my business. I am however pretty resistant to exercise. Last year I joined a gym with my Mom and I was stoked. I kept pushing myself and I built up stamina and felt better but....no weight loss. Oh I know I tightened up and lost inches but I wanted that scale to move! So I think this time around I am going to get my eating under control first and work up to exercise. That way I can see results first before I start putting on muscle and keep myself motivated.

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I am glad you posted this. It is nice to hear your successes but also some struggles.

What made you decide to get the TT?

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once I lost the weight I had a large amount of hanging skin on my abdomen and I wasn't feeling real self-assured about the new me. I didn't feel like I could dress like my weigh should allow - tighter fitting clothes, etc. And for health reasons I was getting redness in between the rolls of hanging flesh (gross). And it was hanging slightly onto my thighs.

Honestly the recovery wasn't super easy - prob because of the complications I had, but the surgery itself was worth it. I won't do it again, even though I still have some hanging skin - I wear a spandex tank when I need too

I still have the same body image issues, so it wasn't an end all be all to my issues, but it did allow me to get into some smaller clothes

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