tomorrow is the day!

Tomorrow is my surgery day! I am ready to just say lets forget the hole thing. I am so scared! I am mostly scared for my family. I laid in my bed with my oldest son last night and just looked and him and started balling! I want to watch him grow up.Then i think there is a better chance that i wont if i don't have surgery.

Yesterday my om told me, " you know you still back out". Kinda made things worse. I want to hear "your going to fine". Encouraging words. Why is that so hard. My husband told me a few days ago that he was proud of me! I was happy to know that he being supportive. I know he is just as scared as i am. I think he knew how i was feeling last night and he just kinda stood away from me. How do i not think about this all day. I have so much to day today!

It is very stressful but it is so worth being more healthy. It is also very common to be nervous before a surgery I was as well. Even laying there during prep I was thinking I wanted to get up and run out. But then you think about all the good that is gonna come out of this. You will be healthier for your kids and husband and you get more energy as time goes on. I am only on day 6 and already down 24 pounds. I don't regret having the surgery at all. Good luck to you tomorrow and hope all goes well

Good luck tomorrow, ill say a extra prayer for you! You will do great! Just think how much healthier you will be for your children.

It is normal to be stressed but trust me you will be fine, stay positive. I had my surgery on last friday March 19th and it was amazing, was rolled into the operating room at 10:50am and was discharged at 4:15. I was very sore and gassy but as soon as i got home I walked around my house for a little exercise, I took my loratab every 4 hours up until yesterday morning and have not taken any since. Around 2:30 yesterday I took liquid tylenol but nothing today at all, however I did take some milk of magnesia a little while ago so things can start moving along. Now I am at the beach for a few days to finish recovering. Hang in there!

When it was over I did thank God for waking me up

My little one just threw up all over me and has a fever.... is that a sign?