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Can I do this?

Last night I lost my it cause I am scared. I have moments where I am ready to do it and the next I am having a full panic attack.   The more I think about it comes down to giving up my relationship with food. Food has been my main love my whole life. I eat for comfort, I eat when I am stress, I eat when I am stress...I just love eating. Once that is done I hate myself for eating and for not being able to "control" my eating.   I have not told many people I am considering this surgery

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• September 19, 201312 yr

Read more about How do you start a life change?

How do you start a life change?

I have moments of true clarity, where I am ready to move forward I have total faith in my next step, and in the decision I have made. Then once I come to terms with my life change I panic and start questioning everything. I am letting the fear blind my eye, I am thinking with the fear in my heart, letting the what ifs take me down.   My yoga teach says you need to step into the unknown, take the leap and jump. I get right to the edge of acceptance and take a step back and then I move that

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• September 17, 201312 yr