I saw my PCP today to get medical clearance. I thought it would be a breeze; I would be in and out in no time. Needless to say, that was not the case. My doctor received the results from the lab work that I had performed at the hospital yesterday. Turns out my liver enzymes or whatever they're called are way high, leading the doctor to the decision that I have hepatitis (HOW? I always wash my hands thoroughly after doing my business, I don't eat uncooked shellfish, share needles, drink heavily, have unprotected promiscuous sex, etc...) and need further blood work to figure out which kind, and an ultra sound of my liver. So, I get stuck in the arm that is still bruised from yesterday's blood work and have my side poked and prodded. Results of the ultra sound: abnormal; enlarged liver with noticeable fatty deposits.

I can't begin to express how upset I am. My blood work from the middle of September was normal! I went on a liquid diet, lost some weight, have done everything the doctors have asked of me, only to be facing the possibility of having my surgery on Monday canceled. I feel like I could puke. I feel like my body is finally seeking its revenge on me. It's saying, "This is what you deserve, you fat bitch. This is what you get for the years of abuse."

Sorry to be a downer. It's just so grotesquely disappointing to finally feel hope and to have actual goals and a plan of action set after months of preparation, only to see those dreams crumble right as I'm about to have a life changing procedure.

I'm not looking for any sympathy, I just need to vent. I did this to myself and take full responsibility for my present health, but WTF! When am I going to finally catch a break?!

I'm glad everything turned out ok. We're happy to have you in the Merry Losers! (I was also supposed to be a November surgery that got pushed back...welcome!)

What an agonizing time you have been through Tish. Glad things have turned around and hope your new date comes up soon. Hugs,

Barb

Tish,

That is wonderful news! I am so happy for you. I'm so glad you are going to stick with us. We wouldn't have it any other way!

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December 17th is my new date!

well tish, you and I are both part of the November Nymphs AND the Merry Losers! At least we get through this and can start a brand new year for 2008!

Awesome news TISH!!!!!!

Of course you can stay with us here.......we would miss you if you left now feel like you are part of our group!!:whoo:

December 17th is my new date!

Tish my son is getting his band on the 17th!!!!

Awesome, Tish! I get my first fill 3 days after that - I'll be thinking of you and wishing you lots of get-well wishes!!!

Congrats Tish... at least it's before the new year. Good luck!

I agree with Sades you will be able to start the New Year off right!!

Congrats on the date and heres to a wonderful Christmas Present!!

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Congrats Tish!! The 17th is my birthday too! What a great Christmas present. All the best to you! Keep us posted

Barb

The 17th is my mother's 75th birthday. What a special day for so many people!

I'll be thinking of you and sending you positive vibes! Good luck, Tish!