I saw my PCP today to get medical clearance. I thought it would be a breeze; I would be in and out in no time. Needless to say, that was not the case. My doctor received the results from the lab work that I had performed at the hospital yesterday. Turns out my liver enzymes or whatever they're called are way high, leading the doctor to the decision that I have hepatitis (HOW? I always wash my hands thoroughly after doing my business, I don't eat uncooked shellfish, share needles, drink heavily, have unprotected promiscuous sex, etc...) and need further blood work to figure out which kind, and an ultra sound of my liver. So, I get stuck in the arm that is still bruised from yesterday's blood work and have my side poked and prodded. Results of the ultra sound: abnormal; enlarged liver with noticeable fatty deposits.

I can't begin to express how upset I am. My blood work from the middle of September was normal! I went on a liquid diet, lost some weight, have done everything the doctors have asked of me, only to be facing the possibility of having my surgery on Monday canceled. I feel like I could puke. I feel like my body is finally seeking its revenge on me. It's saying, "This is what you deserve, you fat bitch. This is what you get for the years of abuse."

Sorry to be a downer. It's just so grotesquely disappointing to finally feel hope and to have actual goals and a plan of action set after months of preparation, only to see those dreams crumble right as I'm about to have a life changing procedure.

I'm not looking for any sympathy, I just need to vent. I did this to myself and take full responsibility for my present health, but WTF! When am I going to finally catch a break?!

My surgeon canceled my surgery for Monday. Looks like I won't be a "November Nymph" after all.

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Sorry to hear that Tish... what did the results show?

You'll always be a nymph even if it's not a November one!! :clap2: :clap2:

Tishbite, I'm so sorry to hear of your cancellation. I know the whole affair just broke your heart. Hand in there, we are all praying for you. You may still have you band, just not right away. Keep your chin up.

Tish, let us know if/when they'll band you.

Thank you all for your support and your kind words!

The only results back from the lab show that my liver enzymes have lowered minimally. I saw the GI doctor on Wednesday and had a whole new set of blood work drawn for more specialized tests. He will not give the go ahead until he has received all of the test results, which will probably be on Monday or Tuesday. In turn, my PCP will not give her consent until the GI doctor gives his blessing. I explained the situation to my surgeon today and he couldn't believe that they were being so conservative. He said that it is probably Fatty Liver Disease, no big surprise there, and originally just wanted to push the surgery back to the last one for the day. Given that there are so many hands in the pot, so to speak, he rescinded that idea and thought it was best to cancel the surgery outright and to reschedule when I get the green light.

It's all for the best I suppose, especially since my "monthly visitor" decided to pay a visit today! LOL! I just have to keep telling myself that it's in God's hands and it will happen when it is His time!...and He keeps reminding me in little ways!

I will keep you guys posted and continue to read your wonderful stories and advice! Keep up the great work everyone!

Aww, Tish - that sucks. I'm really sorry to hear that. You have to keep us updated as to when you get banded! Hang around, though - we'd miss you here.

Sorry to hear about that Tish! My thoughts and prayers are with you.......keep your chin up. Like you said, with my struggle to have the surgery, I finally just had to say "It's in God's hands."

It sucks but at least it wasn't as bad as first thought. Good luck on your new date.

KEEP US POSTED, TISH - WE'RE ROOTING FOR YOU!

Tish hang hear with us anyway you are great for our November group.....and I am certain you will get your surgery soon!!

God Bless and keep thinking thin.........!!

Here's the update...after all of the bloodletting there isn't anything wrong with my liver, other than she's a lard ass (yes SHE..her name is Olivia ). Thank heaven! My doctor FINALLY faxed over the consent today, two days late of course. So now I'm in limbo...I have to reschedule and mentally re-prepare myself. I'll let you all know when my new date will be. I hope you don't mind if I continue to tag along in the November group...I feel kind of funny barging in on the "Merry Losers."

Thanks again to all of you for all of the moral support that you've given to me and for sharing your stories. You guys are the best!

OH TISH!!! That's wonderful!!!!!!

I'm so happy for you Tish! And, I know how disappointing it is to have to reschedule and WAIT...

I'm so glad nothing is wrong with your liver! Now I'd be angry with your doctor for making you miss your date. :eek: LOL Hope they can get you in soon. And YES - in my mind you'll always be a November Nymph!!!

Yeah Tish!!

Great Tish!! The way I see it is you agonised with us during the month of November and you took on the RnR section defending our name, so what else could you be!! :eek: