Dear Fellow Banders..I Have Finally Arrived...2 Weeks Of Pre-Op Counting Calories, 1,00 A Day..And Pre-Op Atkins shakes...And Lemonade Crystal Lights W/Lemon..Anyways, Now I Have Done All The Pre-Required Tests Also & Am Mentally, Spiritally & Physically, READY For Tommorrow Morning...All Fear Is Gone!...I'm Just SO Looking Forward To My New Healthy Lifestly...bUT, Now For Some Devish Reason, WHY? All Day Today, I Have Been Wanting food, Food, & Food..Everything That I Cant Have & Have Not Had...Until, Today...I Broke The Rules & Had 1/2 A Bolonya Sandwich On 1 Peice Of Wheat Bread & 1/2 A Sm. Cup Of Pepsi...Please Tell Me, I Have Not Completely Ruined Any Chance Of Success Here..I Promise I Will Only Drink Ice Water Till Tommorrow Morning..Please Help!..

I Cannot Bee Trusted...I Am My Own Worst Enemy...Why?..LORD, WHY?...

Thank God, That I Have Lost About 15Lbs. So Far..But, Thats No Reason To Do This...Sick Lil Girl..Why, Do I Do, The Things I Do Not Want To Do?..That Was Ridiculously Dumm...

Maybe I should go walking for an hour?..

don't stress we all mess up sometimes forgive yourself and move forward with positive thoughts

Ms. Indy Bee, you're going to make yourself sick if you keep worring over a half sandwich and a little pepsi. Just saying. You've lost 15 lbs before surgery, which is in itself amazing. Great job ! Your Dr. should be very happy. Hope all goes well tommorrow, mine was fast and easy, with minimal pain, hope yours is the same ! Let us know how it goes, good luck !