So I was in my shower this morning taking a long hot one like I usually do. Because its where I do most my thinking. So I was looking at my scars and started thinking of the week after my surgery and how I had looked at these same scars and cried and thought what had I don't to myself?! And then I had a panic attack and nearly fainted in the shower. This morning I thought of that moment and realized that these scars are marks of a journey that changed my life for the best. I'm skinner and although still fat I don't hurt as much anymore my feet don't kill me at work. And I'm happy. So I began to laugh and laugh because i was so silly back then. and didn't realize I was doing it and Dave smashed in my bathroom door cause he thought I was screaming. So I'm skinny with a broken door oh well!

lol great story! I will try to remember that when I get to the seemingly inevitable "what have I done?" stage.

Isn't it nice to know you've got someone who's so ready, willing & quick to come to your rescue if you're in trouble!?!?! Too bad about the door, but the intent was noble

Haha Martin I remember that post! I thought you were crazy and I still think your a little wack-a-doodle.....

That's why I love you!

Hehe did he scare the **** out if you when he busted in?!

Haha Martin I remember that post! I thought you were crazy <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/tongue.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' /> and I still think your a little wack-a-doodle.....

That's why I love you!

Hehe did he scare the **** out if you when he busted in?!

I started screaming when he broke the door lol. He freaked me out. Lol so I couldn't be too mad either.

I did a lot of "thinking" in the shower when I was about 12-13 yrs old...

Kirk! Dirty boy!

Kirk! Dirty boy!

What!?? I had a lot on my mind back then - there was a lot of pressure being a tween heartthrob!

Haha Kirk that was the first thing I thought of when he said he was in there a long time!!

And I would of LOVED to hear Martin scream!!