Hello!!

My surgery date is set, I have the support from my love ones and friends, I have coworkers who recently had the surgery and are doing great .... But I am so freaking nervous I am seriously starting to punk out a Lil bit! I am second guessing everything.. !!

All types of things are running through my head like am i doing this for vanity, will It even be worth it, should I just try to diet and work out, and finally am I being selfish to my daughter what if something happen to me.. The only thing I know for certain is that I'm not happy with myself I hate to take pictures, I love to shop and now I refuse to go do to my wieght, and honestly I am embarresed I lost 65 pounds 2 years ago and I gained 35 back. Loser right..???? if any thing I just need motivation!!

Sorry for the long note just venting

I am also having surgery on Monday..... Very nervous..... I weigh 435 though and am living half a life.... It can not get better!

as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery, you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck!

I am also having surgery on Monday..... Very nervous..... I weigh 435 though and am living half a life.... It can not get better!

That's how I feel it got to be more to life than this.. I just praying for a great outcome I must say there are so many great stories of success

as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery' date=' you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck! <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />[/quote']

Thank you !! At least im not the only one..

as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery' date=' you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck! <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />[/quote']

Thank you at guys at least I'm not the only one!