Hello!!
My surgery date is set, I have the support from my love ones and friends, I have coworkers who recently had the surgery and are doing great .... But I am so freaking nervous I am seriously starting to punk out a Lil bit! I am second guessing everything.. !!
All types of things are running through my head like am i doing this for vanity, will It even be worth it, should I just try to diet and work out, and finally am I being selfish to my daughter what if something happen to me.. The only thing I know for certain is that I'm not happy with myself I hate to take pictures, I love to shop and now I refuse to go do to my wieght, and honestly I am embarresed I lost 65 pounds 2 years ago and I gained 35 back. Loser right..???? if any thing I just need motivation!!
Sorry for the long note just venting