Thinking about all the past hurts, embarrassing moments, pain, mistakes, disappointments I have used food to cover up. I am wearing many of those scars literally today in my over weight body.

I can't wait to the day I have surgery, that pivotal point of letting go and finding freedom in who I am and who I am called to become.

No more shame and embarrassment. Pray that I will be a much better husband, father, friend and man.

Anyone have good insight on letting go in your journey?

Freedom, Chad

Chad I am feeling the same way....my surgery date is coming near and the closer it gets the more I'm reliving painful,embarrassing,sad and yet inspirational moments that iv put aside for years and covered up with food.as much as I'm scared to give away my security blanket im excited to start a new.do you have your surgery date?!keep posted and good luck!

I will have all my preop recs done by July 16. MD says we should have an answer in August.

Definately like a security blanket. But it is choking me now.... Look forward to a new life.

Most definitely!i have my surgery the 25th of July....wish you the best!

Same to you! Thx

I can't wait either. Want to be a better wife, mother and friend. I want to feel good about myself again.

Great post!!! It is definitely a new life, and a chance at lift at that!! We're so lucky bc so many will never get this opportunity and we do! I know I feel very blessed!!

Traceylynn we have the same date! I'm so ready!!

Great post!!! It is definitely a new life' date=' and a chance at lift at that!! We're so lucky bc so many will never get this opportunity and we do! I know I feel very blessed!!

Traceylynn we have the same date! I'm so ready!![/quote']

Thanks man! Gratitude works!