Another Disappointment...
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Okay. FIRST off, I am at work and trying to hold it together.
The surgeon anticipated my having surgery sometime late September or early October as all I had to have was bloodwork and an endoscopy. Done. Ready to rock and roll, right? I expected to get a surgery date this week.
F*CKING WRONG!
I got the lab results today and my Iron is low. They want me to take an iron supplement (325mg/day) and a Vitamin C supplement (500mg/day) for TWO FRIGGIN MONTHS, retest my blood and then they'll look to schedule a date. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED AND SO ANGRY AND JUST WANT TO CRY AND KICK AND STOMP MY FEET then go to Bob Evans. :hungry: :think :hungry:
Just thinking about it puts tears in my eyes. I'm ready to go home, crawl into bed with a sack of Double-Stuff Oreos and watch I Love Lucy reruns. I want meaty cheesy followed by salty sweet. And even though it won't make me feel better, it will get me through the bad feelings I'm having now.
I had a physical in April and my PCP noticed the low iron (I don't eat a lot of meat) but said it was 2 points within "normal" range, so they weren't worried. FUGGITALL! If my PCP doesn't care, wtf? Although, I also had low blood during my pregnancy and my OB/GYN put me on iron for 4 months so my blood would be strong for the C-section. So I understand needing the supplement and the waiting period.
I guess I'm writing this to you all for support as well as to myself to get my head around my bloodwork issues, my ongoing mental malfunction (that makes me want to eat through my pain instead of deal with it) and my ultimate goal, which is to lose weight.
Two months isn't that long, right? I mean I've waited 38 years for the band, so 2 more months is a mere blink of the eye. The surgeon challenged me to lose 10 - 15 lbs prior to surgery. With 2 months ahead of me, I can do that and more! I have an elliptical machine at home; I can challenge myself to be on it daily for at least 30 minutes. I will eat lots of spinach and other foods with iron in addition to my supplements (to keep constipation at bay) and I will, in 2 months, be ready to be banded.
I truly believe that this is a crock of bullsh*t, but I also believe that the surgeon's office wants me to be as healthy as I can going into a major surgical procedure. My inner child is throwing a helluva tantrum right now; rational me is making a plan to make it through the next 2 months. F*cking iron...
Thanks for listening to my rant/pity party/stream of consciousness musings...
And thanks in advance for the support.
Nathalie