OMG, I just a ball of mess I am counting the days like I am weighting for xmas day. Or for New Years eve to end. I have a broad with the date and the remaining days left. My granddaughter ask why so I explained that the doctors was going to do something to make me small and she tells me that all I need is to cut the baby out of my belly. I just smile.

Before that I broke a plastic chair and my grandson who is six years old jumps out the bed and ask me are you ok do you need me to beat the chair for hurting you. I was laughing so much that I counld not get up for a while.

My mind is even playing tricks on me. I am having pain that worry me. I am scared that the date will change again.

OOh this waiting game is killing me. Ugh :banghead: :chillpill:

i hear ya. I'm trying to keep myself busy though and I try not to think about it, but it's sooo hard. :mad5:

Totally understandable. The last week and a half before my surgery was just anxious tension..a 'hurry up and get here" and I totally went overboard getting prepared with stuff I didn't end up using. But do what you need to in order to be mentally prepared. It sounds like you have a great outlook and wonderful grandchildren to keep you motivated. Hang in there...it will come :-)

OMG, I just a ball of mess I am counting the days like I am weighting for xmas day. Or for New Years eve to end. I have a broad with the date and the remaining days left. My granddaughter ask why so I explained that the doctors was going to do something to make me small and she tells me that all I need is to cut the baby out of my belly. I just smile.

Before that I broke a plastic chair and my grandson who is six years old jumps out the bed and ask me are you ok do you need me to beat the chair for hurting you. I was laughing so much that I counld not get up for a while.

My mind is even playing tricks on me. I am having pain that worry me. I am scared that the date will change again.

OOh this waiting game is killing me. Ugh :banghead: :chillpill:

Well I am a week away from surgery and now am so scared it may be cancelled. This sucks :banghead: :mad5: :cryin: