*****UPDATE****** feb 2nd, 2012

i now have a leak & a stent was placed in. feeling horrible!!! the below post is the least of my worries now!

im going crazy..

i was sleeved dec 20th. everything was ok until maybe a week after coming home from the hospital. i realized that i was extremely exhausted and always felt faint. it didnt really start hitting me hard until last week. everyone keeps telling me that it will get better but it feels like its getting worse! i keep trying to "stay positive" but how much more of this can i take? i want to feel normal again!!!!

i noticed that when i walk, im like dragging my feet. im so weak and faint. almost like my thighs might just give out.

i also have excessive gas which i think is making me really nauseous. the burps are just crazy. i cant eat or sip without burping.. then it wont stop until i take some gas x chewables. i live off those chewables.

as far as shakes, i cant tolerate them. ive tried so many different ones & i throw them up. they absolutely repulse me!

i do eat but i have to be "in the mood" to eat whatever is in front of me or i will just throw it up. my stomach is extremely weak! i cant even tolerate Soups. they turn my stomach too.

i called my surgeon & told him how im feeling & he told me im dehydrated. told me to get on gatorade for a week & see how i feel then. im going in thursday morning to see the nurse practioner.

the gas & the gatorade mixed is making me very nauseous.

i take 20mg of prilosec in the morning, 2- Multivitamins & 1- B12.

im so so so so so so tired of this! i truly regret surgery. i never thought id feel like this but i do.

awwwww thank u

Your new av picture really IS amazing! You are HAWT!

hmmm idk.. that shouldve been cleaned out. i had blood on my pillow case when i woke up from my procedure but no blood since.

old blood from the stent, i think the blood from the stent

awwwww thank u

I can't see your new pic wonder why?

http://instagr.am/p/HTrPjPoFU8/

I can't see your new pic wonder why?

Omigosh, your new pic is gorgeous!! You look beautiful and so happy!

http://instagr.am/p/HTrPjPoFU8/

u look gorgeous!

i am happy!!!! u guys r so sweet. i feel all gassed. lol

Omigosh, your new pic is gorgeous!! You look beautiful and so happy!

thank uuu! lol i feel so happy lol

u look gorgeous!

Holy crap - you look amazing! I think it's time for you to do an update on YouTube as well!

Jas, love you pic. You look great! Your smile says it all.

http://instagr.am/p/HTrPjPoFU8/

awww,,so pretty!!!

i think i will.. really soon! i just need to write down everything that it is that i want to say & find the strength to really do it.

thank u!!

Holy crap - you look amazing! I think it's time for you to do an update on YouTube as well!

awww thank u. im glad everyone likes it. i feel happy!

Jas, love you pic. You look great! Your smile says it all.

thank u

awww,,so pretty!!!

i went to my upper gi dr today & guess what?

I CAN EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited. lol.

im also down another pound. 17 pounds away from onderland.