Surgery is Monday, and like everyone I've seen post right before I'm both excited and petrified. But today I had a small victory, and in an odd way it's incredibly comforting.

I'm down more than 30 lbs pre-surgery. I didn't have to do a supervised diet, but have been following strict diet instructions since I started the testing process back in early February.

So...my kid brother passed away in June of 2009 of a heart attack at aged 43 - obesity runs in our family. One of the many things I brought home with me from the funeral was a favorite T-shirt he wore a lot. I've never worn it, because it never fit me. Kid brother and I were close, and I miss him so much I'm tearing up typing this. Anyway, this morning I was thinking of him, wishing I could call him to talk about how I'm feeling.

I pulled that T-shirt out of the drawer and hugged it like I have several times since he died. Then, inspired by I don't know what, I pulled it over my head.

It fit. I'm wearing it now.

Good omen?

Very Good Omen...He's right there with you. Take it with you Monday.

You make me tear up with your story. IMO you should consider the T-shirt your are wearing as hug from your little brother since you can now wear it at the beginning of the journey to a new healthy you..

Excited you are so close to surgery date. Please keep us posted on your progress.

Dang it! Who brought onions into the room? Must be the reason I'm tearing up all of a sudden.

Congrats! Do it for him AND you!

What a great story! He is definitely looking down on you and so very proud! Good luck w surgery.

You gave me chills! He is there with you and I do believe it is a good omen! I suggest you bring it with you to the hospital to wear as your PJ shirt It will make you feel like he is giving you a hug for inspiration! Good Luck, my date is set for 4/27/2011. I put on my ticker the weight that I was when I started the pre-op diet, the weight I started this was at 235. You will do great!

My heart goes out to you. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my brothers. I think he must be watching over you then.

Thanks everyone!

It is comforting to wear the shirt. Washing it today, taking it with me tomorrow.

Going to see Rio today, just because I'm in the mood for mindless animation. Hubby going with - he's being a saint and so is my daughter. Don't know how I got so lucky.

It's a very good omen....he's right there with you cheering you on. My big brother died when I was 14...it's been over 20 years but I know he's with me when I need him.....Hugs and good luck!

Today's your day, hoping and praying that you will feel comfort and love today from all those around you. That your surgery goes well and recovery is easy.