Hey guys. I have had a day and I need to vent a bit. I got fed up with the situation at home and sat thinking all night last night and most of this morning, what the hell am I waiting for to move outta here? It was not a fun night at my house last night lets just say....and well, once I got the thought in my head, I took apart my sons bed and lumped it out to my van! I moved almost all of our stuff out today, with the help of my mother....thank GOD for my mother!!! Tonight is going to be our first night in her house.....My sons bed is here and all most all his toys...so he has familur things around....Just nervous about bed time....which is quickly approaching...YIKES. I am sure that he will be fine. I dunno how Im going to sleep!!! I should sleep like a baby given all the exercise that I did today~~~~ Im going to change my email addy....hopefully its set up right, but I wont delete my old account with my ISP so I can get my mail during the transition...

Thanks for listening...

Doll, you took a major step in your and your son's life. Be proud of what you are doing for the two of you. I can only imagine what happened last night that gave you the gumption to get up and get out !!! You are lucky to have your mom by your side, in addition to all of your friends here at LBT.

Good luck. We are all here to listen

Thanks aaamom.....Lets just say the situation could have been a ton worse...but it wasn't ideal. I am just tired of the ups and downs and this whole rollar coaster ride.

Glad to hear that you and son are with your mom now. It will get easier as time goes on.

Just keep your head up and keep moving forward and don't take no crap along the way. And remember you always have all us here to listen to ya.

You've got one of the hardest parts behind you, now you can focus on your son and your future. Good luck!

I don't know the details of your life and I don't profess to know a tenth of what you have been through. All I can tell you is I am rejoicing when I hear of another empowered woman making a better life for herself and her family.

We are here to support you girlie.

Hats off to you for standing tall. Taking only one small step at a time will get a person to freedom; you took a huge leap. Congratulations for that. Many hugs to you and your little one as you go through this. I send you wishes for continued strength.

way to go! why sit waiting for something - you've already got the fighting spirit - congrats for taking it in your own hands! your going to be just fine - just fine indeed

Your support is here in everything you do. Good Luck and just keep moving forward...whatever forward is for you and your son. Bless your mom for being there for you. Remain your creepy wonderful self.

Hey Girl!

We are ALL here for you! You know what lisa is going through right now! It ain't easy! It will take time!

I can't wait for the party on Sunday! I got this really Cute skirt alfit!

Are we still car pooling?????

Love ya!

(((hugs)))

what a hard transition!

I truly wish you the best.

Not a man basher but really a woman has to do what she has to do. I packed my stuff up 15 years ago and never looked back. To be honest I dont think my life would have turned out as nice and positive as it has if I had stayed. My kids are normal too!!!!

My thoughts are with you and your son, too. What a hard thing you have done, but so brave!! I hope it proves to be a HUGE improvement, the way it was for me when I did the same thing 13 years ago. Good luck!!

Good luck and I know that you are doing the right thing for all involved. By the way - every time we have moved I have had issues with my little boy with the ds. The fact you have all his stuff and bed should really help. That is the last thing we pack and the first we unpack! Have agreat start to the rest of your life!

My hat off to you as well Doll. Your little guy will be fine with the tremendous Love that you have to get him out of the situation.. Good Luck on your new Journey:)

Thank you all sooooo very much guys~ You rock!!!

Last night was a bit hard for going to bed. My little one asked me to go home a bunch of times. Of course I laid in bed with him and told him that we were home and that we would watch Scoobie Doo after school....I told him he could have breakfast with Mame...(my mother) and once he started to settle, I started to cry~ I hate for him to be confused....Im expecting some of the same tonight....but tonight is also bath night~~~ My son loves his bathtime...One small problem with that....My mothers house only has a shower stall~~~ YIKES~~~ I may have to put my bathing suit on and get in there with him........ Im a patient person.....Im a patient person with a broken heart. I think if he asked for a pony right now, he would get it. Believe it or not, Im broken hearted for my son......not so much for the marriage and all that....but for my son.....we will be okay.......I will make sure of it......You all will be the first ones to know either way~ Thank you all so much for listening~~~