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What am I doing wrong??? I'm trying to get those cute trackers on my blogs??? Help anyone?

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Use those experiences as fuel to move towards your goals. My goal is to shock the hell out of my ex husband who was the biggest w....r in the world to me. He used to oink at me when we were eating. He'd make fun of me in front of my friends, he'd tell me I was sexualy repulsive. I even found a condom in his pocket when i was 8 and a half months pregnant. I left him and he's now married to a size 0 woman who has as much personality as a knat! So, one day when I've lost all of my weight, i'm going to show him just what he missed out on! I'm done crying tears for myself, now I'm taking back my conrol and using those experiences to empower me! I will never feel the way he made me feel again! You have the power in your life sweetie, you just gotta learn to own it ;o)

Stay positive sweetie, you'll get there...just believe that you can do it and you will be shopping in there with your friends before you know it...except there will be a major difference.....they'll all be wishing they could look like you! ;o)

Oh my goodness, thats is so sad! I will say a prayer for your girl and for you, what a horrible thing to see someone you love go through. Try and be strong, your daughter will need you right now and even though it will be hard to do, try not to forget about yourself during this troubled time! My thoughts and love are with you ;o)

Can anyone share with me how many fills they had before they really started to feel a restriction. I've had two fills now. I'm feeling a 'little' restricted but I've been eating really small portions religously since my last fill (a week ago), so I'm not sure if I'm just getting used to the portions or I am full due to the lap band restriction? I'm not usually hungry after I finish eating my meal. But a few hours later I am hungry again. Is this normal? :thumbup: Also when you got to that point, what kind of weight were you losing a week? I would like to hear other peoples experiences, as I guess I dont trust myself too much, I've failed so many times before with weight loss so i need to know if I'm on the right track! I'm not sure I believe inside that this is going to work?

Its school holidays at the moment so i'm home all day and my routine is completely out of wack! I'm finding it hard to stay focused! I spent the last couple of days obsessing over food. My nurse has put me back on a liquid diet and its killing me! Whilst I'm teaching I'm too busy to think of food and would handle a liquid diet much more easily. But being at home all day surrounded by the 'real' food in the fridge, .........oh man, its certainly a challenge!!!!!! However on a positive note I haven't strayed YET!!!!! :thumbup:

I would live off Sushi if I could but it drives me crazy that when I eat it from one place I'm fine and then go to another and I can't tolerate it at all???? Bizarre and very frustrating!:tongue:

Wow that is amazing...Well done You! :tongue:

I only hope I have the same kind of results. in the back of my mind I still don't trust myself to achieve this! Its like I'm almost waiting to prove to myself that I will fail again!

This time I'm not doing it by myself though - I've got the support of a wonderful partner:blush:

Yes thats pretty much it! Dumb, I know!

There is a bit of a story behind it - I left my abbusive husband who used to tease me about my weight, he'd even oink at me when I was eating and make fun of me in front of friends. Needless to say i felt pretty low and after i decided to leave him, I got the band to make myself feel better about myself. :tongue:

Shortly after I had the operation, I met a lovely man, who I am still with, but I was too ashamed to tell him about the band so I didn't follow through with any fills. I just didn't trust that he would love me for me and so I was tested him if you like. :eek:

I put on all the weight I had lost over two years. But it turns out that he loves me with or without the fat. I finally made the decision to trust him and I told him everything. He is really supportive!

So I've been back to the nurse today for my second fill and its onwards and upwards from here - with the support of my lovely man! :w00t:

Yay for you!!!!! I hope I have the same experiences ;0)

Ok so I had my operation over two years ago...but chickened out of following through with it! Finally worked up the courage to go back and see my obesity nurse on the 6th of April. I feel like I am sitting outside the headmasters office ready for a real telling off!!! :wub: