jeanbeanie

So this blog falls under personal, but who better to share with then my fellow banded. I have been banded for a little over two months and have lost 30lbs. Very exciting. But, why in the world am I more insecure about myself than when i was bigger. I think the change is alot for me to adjust to as it's adjusting (my weight). Normally, when i have lost weight it's slow and slowly noticable. But, it's clearly noticable and oddly frightening. Seriously, it's causing more stress. Having to spend more money on clothes. Will my skin go back to some what normal. I seriously look at that lower roll and worry it's gonna stay and the rest of me will look like it belongs to someone elses body. ahhh, boobage shrinkage. Why do the girls have to go? Ahhhh well, good bye 42 C. With all this change comes, wanting to change other things in my life. For the better of course. But now there is all this planning and ideas and..........ok, calm down,lol. So all is great and you wonder why in the world would this chick be stressed:confused:. I needed to vent to people who may understand or even give input. I will gladly take advice or ideas. thanks for reading.:thumbup:

yup, silliness....they keep having issues.

OK, is it really necessary to put that much gas a persons stomach. LOL. I feel like a rumbling volcano that could explode any minute. BOOM! This too will pass, pun intended.:redface:

I know how you feel. Just 15 hours to go until my surgery. Wow! Time flew! Good luck to us all.

how are you feeling?

So it's official. I am scheduled for 9-9-09. I am so happy. I feel like have found the zipper to the fat suit I have been wearing. It is coming off!