I had the consult with the surgeon yesterday, 5/13/09. We discussed the upper GI endoscopy - not the barium swallow - and I told him my concerns. I also told him that I don't trust doctors to tell you the truth; that elephant was staring at me so I had to bring it up. He said because of my age (60 but I swear to God, look 45), he would insist on the scoping procedure. He also started talking colonoscopy, but I guess I had that "bolt" look in my eyes cause he said he would not insist on that as a prerequisite for surgery. I had full cardio workup last August, so he won't ask for another one of those UNLESS I don't get the surgery before August. He did say that doctors will/do talk down to their patients and tell them "oh, this is nothing, this won't hurt, etc." so he understands where I'm coming from. He said if you want to be out-out as in general anesthesia, they can do that too. I feel better about things now and I do want to pursue the surgery. The thing is my husband and I are at the tail end of a whole house renovation which is almost done, then we'll move in and then we have to sell a house, so putting surgery in the middle of these two major things didn't sound like a great idea, but hey, what-the-hell-ever.