Wow, thanks for all the support. I did post over on OH about this (I had to change my username because I was being harassed, sorry if I confused anyone)... I guess I keep thinking if I post it maybe it'll go away. :thumbup: I am feeling better, I think I'm just getting used to sitting around all day. I have lost a dramatic amount of weight so that is starting to make me feel better. The good news is that insurance picked up the tab so at least I don't have that looming over my head.
My anti-nausea meds (I dont know if I actually need them or not, but I'm kind of afraid NOT to take them) make me really spacey so I am not posting too much.
My doctor has been exceptional in taking care of me and is in touch with me daily. He tried twice to get the leak to close but my stomach was so chewed up he was afriad to try a third time and cause more problems so that's why we're doing it the hard way.
I apologize if I'm not making sense... these meds really make me "out there" if you know what I mean. Its hard to type so I'm keeping this short. I appreciate your support and feel a lot better knowing I'm nt going though this alone. I am not so depressed anymore and feel there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you again.