plusizebarbee

no i dont exercise. I need to. I am struggling though with wanting to run away and be with this guy in NY. I moved to NY to be with him 5 months ago and stayed there 3 months and now I am feeling like going back. I dont know if it has anything to do with the weight loss but I have these crazy feelings alot that I try to fight. I get scared of being trapped and start doubting my relationship with my fiance. (of 6 years) he loves me sooo much and has sacrificed alot for me. But i still get these crazy feelings. I am going thru a hard time right now...