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I HAD MY SURGERY 10/28/05. I LOST 90 LBS. I BECAME PREGNANT IN 07 AND HAD A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY JANUARY OF THIS YEAR. I WAS UNFILLED AT APPROX 14 WEEKS. I GAINED 40 LBS WITH MY PREGNANCY AND HAVE ADDED ANOTHER 10 LBS IN THE LAST 5 MONTHS. I HAD SEVERE COMPLICATIONS WITH MY CSECTION AND HAVE ONLY REALLY BEEN BACK ON MY FEET FOR A COUPLE MONTHS. I WENT TODAY FOR MY FIRST FILL. PREVIOUSLY I HAD 4.5 CC IN MY BAND. OBVIOUSLY THEY WOULD ONLY PUT A SMALL AMOUNT OF FLUID IN TODAY. THEY SAID I WOULD THEN RETURN MONTHLY UNTIL I AM AT THE RIGHT LEVEL. I AM SO BLESSED WITH A BEAUTIFUL BABY BUT FEELING SO OVERWHELMED BY THE THOUGHT OF STARTING OVER. ANYONE HAVE ANY EXPERIENCE IN THIS AREA. I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY COMMENTS.