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I will do so. I'm with you on the exercising too. I got of the bandwagon around Christmas and haven't jumped back on. Did start a new job and that has had me running. It's only part time but I put more into than that. I keep promising myself that I'm going to to do it! So good for you that you're going to do the 5K!!! I applaud you! I also love the jean picture...I had to show it to my hubby. he thought that was an awesome way to record your loss and the fact that you're in an 11/12p doesn't hurt either! I'm firmly into a 16 which is okay but I am longing for that 14 and then the 11/12. I think a 10 is pushing it but who knows. So many people think I'm insane for wanting to lose another 50lbs....its mainly people who didn't know me pre-overweight so they have no idea. I found the coolest thing on the prevention site. You plug in your measurments and it shows your body now and then at your goal weight. WOW! I printed out a few copies and they are now gracing my closet, my bathroon, my Fridge and my desk. It is an awesome reminder. Well, I've rambled too much and guess I better go to bed. Ben dreading it because of what's been happening and just sitting here hasn't been too pleasant so I don't think tonight will be either. But I'm going to give it time then see. Don't want to jump to conclusions...night!

Thanks Bea! Its so strange beacause when he removed things on Thursday, the band opened up and let things go right through. We watched it happen under flouro. I think that I pushed myself too fast since then. So, I'm going to take your advice...I've been stressing so much that I think it has alot to do with it. I'll try the Motrin this week along with liquids then if that doesn't seem to help, I'll be heading back. Its so aggrevating because Tuesday he only put in 1cc and removed half on Thursday..... By the way, your looking awesome! And you look light the losing is going good.

Look at you! Down so much!!! Way to go girl! So proud of you!!

Everyone looks to e doing so good and has lost so much this year! Its amazing what difference a year makes from where we all were last year! Wish I could say I'd lost as much but it will happen. RIGHT NOW I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! Got filled last Tuesday. First time I can remember since my unfill last October actually having to be aware of what and how I eat. I have been on cloud nine because I've lost 10lbs! BUT I was too tight and went in for a little relief Thursday. Since then, there is no pain with eating or shoulder pain BUT at night, generally between 2-5am, I wake up and have to throw up!?!?!?!? Its more like reflux feeling because its not happening after I eat. Last night I even made sure not to eat or drink anything after 7pm then didn't go to bed until 11pm an took reflux medicine. Just wondering if anyone has experinced this and what you did about it. Thanks in advance for the help!

I guess we've all been awol for awhile Brandy. It seems whenever I check back in, you've done the same. I have been missing for awhile because I had hit a WALL after only losing around 60 then it went up and stayed right around 55 lost. BUT I had a fill Tuesday, too tight, had some removed yesterday and now feel like I did right after surgery a year ago! Its time to start it all over again but if I can lose another 50lbs in a little under 5 months, I won't be complaing:) But I have dropped about 5lbs since the fill being that I've lived on water and mashed potatoes. Dr. said to give it a week of liquids to let everything calm down and then back into mushies then back to eating. Have any of you had fills that seemed to put you back to where you were right after surgery? I am even back to not wanting sweets and craving real food/proteins! Also, any ideas for foods right now would be appreciated. Its been so long with no real restriction, I'm out of pratice with what to eat!!!

CC - thanks for asking...it's going but not happily. I am STARVING! I am using some good recipes and muscle milk has been a lifesaver. But if it helps...it's worth it. Congrats to you on being so close to goal! I know you're excited! Hope to be where you are one of these days!

Carol - my Dr is one who has helped pioneer the sleeve. He uses it a great deal and actually tried to get me to do it but I chickened out. Wanted something I had more control over. But he has had great success with it and the people I've talked to who had it, love it. If things don't shape up for me in the next month, he's talking about going that route. Definitely look into it....

Carol - I am so glad you found a different Dr and that you are good with how things are progressing. You will still be in my thoughts and prayers. Do let us know how Wednesday turns out.

Started liquids today...not too happy as you guys can imagine but I am going to do this! I think reporting to you guys will keep me in check. I hope you don't get sick of hearing from me!

Just wanted to let you know that www.GNC.com has GREAT pricing on Muscle Milk light (as well as other items on special)! I was able to get 24 of the small size for $8!!! It's perfect to stick in my bag for quick snacks!

Oh Carol, I am so sorry to hear this! But PLEASE don't give up! You said that the Dr didn't say it was an emergency and that's a good thing! Maybe once he gets in there, all can be fixed. I will be praying for you!!! You have come so far....XOXOXOXOXOXLots of Hugs and KissessXOXOXOXOXOX On another note, I hope someone can help me....I went to the Dr for a fill today and we were all completely suprised by what we saw...my band was so tight that not even a trickle of the Barium was moving through. The Dr looked at me with complete bewilderment and couldn't believe that I wasn't throwing up or atleast PBing right there! He then made me drink some water and that made things move a little but not much. He said my pouch was a little big but not so big that I should be eating all I'm eating with no trouble. So, now I go on all liquids for atleast a week. More if I can take it. Then he'll see me back in a month to see if there have been any changes... Has anyone gone through this? I knew I was going to go on liquids with the fill but this was a complete suprise? I really don't want to know my pouch has expanded to the point that I have to get things fixed. Any insight will be appreciated!

Please let us know what happens. I'll say a special prayer for you Friday morning that all goes well!

I know this is so stressful and disheartening for you. I hate that you have to go through this! Have you really talked to him about your concerns over losing the band? Is he the only surgeon that is avaiable?

OMG Carol! I am so sorry! You will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers that things go smoothely and all is well in the end. Please keep us posted!

Tammi-I apologize for my complete idiocy but is the plan you outlined in order to shrink my pouch? L2L - (((HUGS HUGS & MORE HUGS))) I love you girl and have missed hearing from you. We all had been doing so good together then things seemed to fizzle for all different reasons. I hate so much that you're going through this time in your life but in all this, you've proven to yourself that you're worth fighting for and that's why you have been so successful with this. We're all here for you! I'm exactly where you are with the eating. The scales are stagnant. I got so depressed when the band was let out but in the past few months, things have been really difficult. With the economy, we are struggling. My hubby is in the mortgage industry, which everyone knows has taken a complete nose dive and I've tried to find work but in a small town, there's nothing. I feel like a failure not being able to help out financially. So, around Thanksgiving, I fell back into stress eating and things got worse and worse. I can eat pretty much anything and pretty much have. But Thurs, I am getting filled to the brim! I agree with the idea of you talking to a specialist. I went today and he helped alot. He said that since I have depression, when I stress even the least little bit, the depression worsens and the old habits come back no matter what! That was eye opening because it showed me that I can change the cycle. I do hope that you'll talk to someone who can help you through this time and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. And please keep posting! Talking things out helps and like I said, I've missed hearing from you! Good luck with your next fill!

Thanks for the encouragment. The Dr is planning to fill me very tightly and start me back as if I'd just had surgery to get things started again. So, the shakes will actually be my staple for about 3-5 days! I'm going to look up some recipes but if you have any you can share, I'd appreciate it. I want to have everything prepared and on hand prior to my fill so there are no excuses! The kids are helping me "clean out" all the sweets and they know that I won't be bringing them into the house anymore for a while. Believe it or not, they were excited for me:) Also, can anyone tell me what the 5 day pouch test is?

Thanks so much! Hearing that you can only 1/4-1/2cup of food makes me yern for that again and gives me hope! I am still able to eat too much! I'm going in for another fill Thursday and will get it tight! Then hit the shakes for a couple days. Gotta get back into it. I want to make my year goal!

So excited for you! You have done GREAT!

Hey guys. Well, it's been too long since me checking in that I have no idea what has been going on with everyone. But from doing a quick check, everyone seems to be doing so good! So many people have lost over 70lbs...way to go each of you! Last I posted, I thought things were looking up but it has been really up and down. I am stagnant.Up a couple pounds, down a couple pounds. I really messed myself up over the holidays by eating sweets again and now can't seem to stop. I've gone back to my old ways of comfort eating. Plus, my anti-depressants aren't working so I go Tuesday to have those tweaked. What I do hope you guys can help me with is getting me back on the right track. It seems I have forgotten everything! Please give me some ideas of foods that fill you up, things I can eat for meals, etc...I am still excercising but just can't get excited about eating the right things again. I'd love your input! Thanks!

Cubs Girl - I have to tell you that I was in your shoes before I went to the gym. I live in a small town and there is only one gym so everyone goes there. No matter how much I wanted to hide, I couldn't. BUT after going and getting involved, I learned that everyone who was there was in the same boat - even though some had more to lose than others. I joined an aerobics group, full of women much smaller than me, but something wonderful happeded...I began pushing myself to keep up with them! It was wonderful when I even realized I was able to do some things better than them! Plus, they noticed my accomplishments and pushed me on. We are all there for one another. Now, when one of us misses a day or skips class to do something else, we ask about eachother and keep up with one another. That has helped me to realize that no, they weren't judging me but I was judging myself. Once I stopped, I was able to enjoy working out and push myself to do my best! So, take the plunge. You'll be proud of that first step and from there, the challenges get easier and easier!

There must be something in the air because I LOST 2lbs!!! It's about time. Plus I was able to do 1 hour on the eliptical this morning:) Congrats to you CC & Brandy for the losses as well!

CC - That's good news! Things come and go. But a pound is a pound!

L2L - {{{{{MEGA HUGS}}}}} to you! It seems like all of us are going through the same. I guess being the first holiday banded has hit hard. I wasn't prepared at all! You'll get back on track. You have always done so good so just start fresh today! I challenged myself to drop 10lbs by New Years. I don't want to stay stagnant then offer up a resolution...I never keep them:( I'll join you logging food and we can pump each other up like we were doing....we just all disappeared but we're back!