I sure hope I can be with you guys and be more confident. I'm such a wallflower now, and I've lost a large amount of weight before (~100lbs) and I turtled even moreso than I do as the big girl (even with that weight loss, I was still a size 16.)
So given how I reacted to the attention I received then, I'm somewhat trepidacious. I was thinking that I should have more than enough time to really deal with it psychologically, but I haven't even had the surgery yet and I've already lost over 40lbs (which I am ecstatic about, don't get me wrong!)
Maybe I should start another blog entry.. This is going to be the longest comment ever.. hah
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I sure hope I can be with you guys and be more confident. I'm such a wallflower now, and I've lost a large amount of weight before (~100lbs) and I turtled even moreso than I do as the big girl (even with that weight loss, I was still a size 16.)
So given how I reacted to the attention I received then, I'm somewhat trepidacious. I was thinking that I should have more than enough time to really deal with it psychologically, but I haven't even had the surgery yet and I've already lost over 40lbs (which I am ecstatic about, don't get me wrong!)
Maybe I should start another blog entry.. This is going to be the longest comment ever.. hah