DebHawk42

u know i look back on what u wrote and i am how u WERE. i have depression. i dont feel attractive which causes problems in my marriage and with other aspects of the marriage if you know what i mean. i have 3 kids and i have been heavy for a while, i am only 4"10 and i weight like 235 so i am really wanting to get this weight off. my mom is very heavy and has been her whole life and i have seen her struggle with it and i am not about to do the same. i am 30 and it is time to make a change. just gotta figure out how i am gonna pay for the procedure.