I’m glad to see this statement because I’m at 41.48 so basically I have to maintain but what I’m worried about is that I’d screw myself up in the end when the time comes and I have to give up (all of a sudden) all of those things that helped me maintain that’s why I thought it was insane that girl did it..
It’s got me thinking if I’m okay without surgery (even though I’ll probably follow through with it) it just seems crazy someone would do it like that