whitters22

I agree, it's an emotional roller coaster! And I think I'm going to stop watching the videos. I know I can't have that food nor could I tolerate it but this is a mental transformation as much as if not more so than physical. I hope through all the changes I can talk things out here.

I will tell you right now, aggressive comments will not be tolerated by me. I never said it was productive behavior, it is something I found myself doing and I sought a place that could help me understand why I am doing this or if anyone else has experienced it. So if your comment is negative or aggressive keep it to yourself period.

So maybe it's like an emotional break up with food? Like if I broke up with someone I would look at old pics and think about good times even if I knew I shouldn't.

So I am 9 days post op and have been watching food videos, like how it's made and what not. But bad food like pizza and burgers and loaded fries. I'm torturing myself and I'm not sure why. It's strange, anyone else doing this to themselves?