Jesus, it looks like Charles Dickens is posting on BariatricPal nowadays. People are writing books.
Don't get me wrong, I like reading. Just not when it is a bunch of worthless pulp. So for newcomers to this thread, let me summarize it for you:
Original Poster:
I had gastric surgery long before I was mature enough for it.
I didn't do what I was supposed to do post surgery.
I never lost as much as I wanted.
If I can find one person to agree with me, then it's not really my fault.
Everyone Else:
You weren't ready for the surgery.
You didn't do what you should have post surgery.
You would have if you followed directions.
Most of us don't agree with you.
Go back to basics, find some friends who can give you the support you must need.