Yes, I got angry. I believed no one really understood how hard I was always trying (I was!!! But would give up so easily!) I said I would NEVER give up carbs, that eliminating an entire food group could only be unhealthy! I said I would NEVER have surgery! The problem is that you can't tell your mom what to do because she will devote a lot of emotional energy into being in control, especially at a time where cancer has made her relinquish all other control! She has to want it for herself. All you can do is love her while you have her and try to accept that whether from cancer or her weight, you might not have her for a lot of years! Please read my post to her, and tell her that I understand. The nature of addiction is that it thrives on denial and seduces you into believing you will never, ever, be happy without it. Weight loss surgery gives you an opportunity to break free, but the addiction is always a voice inside you. I found something that gave me far more joy. I have struggled! I've gained weight here and there! I fight food longing every single day, but I am no longer motivated or rewarded by food, if that makes sense.
I would make one suggestion to both of you! I suggest you offer to sign her up for this site, and ask her, out of love and respect for you, to commit to reading here every day for a set time... 3 months?? And then you could stop trying, knowing that she is well informed. And I would suggest to her that she realise there may come a day where her daughter is without a mom, and it will be a great comfort then to know that you did everything you could.
My heart is with you and your mom. It's so hard.
You described yourself as my mom!!!! Very similar! Wow!! I am not sure how to even go about bringing up this site though, only because I haven't told her I'm having surgery. In fact, my parents are the last people I would tell. Sad, I know. I had mentioned wls to her maybe ten years ago (before cancer) and she wouldn't have it. I think she's more afraid of my dad's opinions (and he's VERY opinionated). Imagine a woman who hates to exercise and has a food addiction married to a man for 42 years who is all about taking care of the body, exercise, etc. they're exact opposites and terrible for each other. Wow, I'm amazed I even said that. I love my parents but, well, they've got issues. Besides all of that, I think I've done enough (although not giving up) to share my concerns with my mom. She goes silent on me if I mention better eating habits or whatever. But like you said, she's got to want to do it herself. I've just been planting seeds in hopes that the idea grows in her. On another hand, I'd be amazed if she lasts through another year. so I'll enjoy my mom as much as I can. Only comfort I have is that she's got Jesus and I know she'll be in heaven when it's her time, pain free and happy, with a new body.
Thank you again for your words of encouragement. It'll be something I need to pray about, letting her know about the site and my surgery as well. Have a blessed day!
Oh, one of the reasons I'm having surgery is not to end up like my mom. She's always told me to not be like her, so I'm doing something of it.
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