Txn26
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Txn26 got a reaction from Mua@63 in Who is with me on the Back on Track train? Let everyone hear your stories - good, bad and ugly.
Badly need to get back on track
RYN in January 2013. Gained 20 back and with that still have 40 to loose to reach my original goal weight. I never exercised because when I did my herniated discs caused so much pain I was bed ridden. I have lost motivation and will power. Especially, around my time of the month. Forget any will power then. I have no dumping or at least it's rare. I drink with meals and have never followed the program completely. Honestly, my whole life I've never followed anything completely with out bending the rules or making excuses for myself.
I deserve to feel good about myself. I self sabotage everything and then feel sorry for myself. I know my mistakes and need someone to hold me accountable. I don't even remember the rules. Someone please tell me how to start over, is it possible? I know I could of gained more weight than 20 so it could be worse but feel thin feels so much better than the food.< /p>
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Txn26 got a reaction from Djmohr in Self sabotage
Ok Tomorrow is the day. Two weeks on liquids. What's the worst that could happen, is what I keep asking myself.
I have never followed the program completely and I'm admitting it to help myself and others. Not only have I not followed this program completely I've never followed anything by the rules. I am also going to start seeing a psychologist because I self sabotage everything.
I have never admitted this either. But I have had so many things happen lately that have back fired that it's time to change. No excuses. I'm going to keep a journal and track everything.
If anyone has had any success with starting over let me know. Thank you.
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Txn26 got a reaction from slimntrimshel in Well I never thought this would happen...
I had this happen and the nurses handled it professionally which made me feel comfortable and not embarrassing at all. They see a lot so this subject is not that big a deal to them.
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Txn26 got a reaction from irishaggie in 41 yrs Mom, 3 boys, Houston, Gastric Bypass 10/8; Self Pay
In Houston as well! You are investing in yourself to be around longer and healthier for your family.
By now you had surgery. Hope all went well.