adriene

I'm having my surgery in Juarez with Dr. Rodriguez on December 29th. Freaked out a little but can't turn around now. Hope to be where you are in one year.

As Madonna says "Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another." I'm getting the exact same harsh feedback from my entire family including my 36 yr old daughter who has never walked in my shoes. My surgery is Tuesday Dec 29th in Juarez with Dr. Rodriguez and I'm even more determined now then ever before.

As Madonna says "Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another." I'm getting the exact same harsh feedback from my entire family including my 36 yr old daughter who has never walked in my shoes. My surgery is Tuesday Dec 29th in Juarez with Dr. Rodriguez and I'm even more determined now then ever before.

I started this almost 2 years ago. Had surgery a year ago in November. As the weight came off the wounds of a crap marriage became exposed. I ended that crap marriage in July and today live on my own. I have my daughters half the week and now they get a much more at peace mom. I've dated a bit and it still shocks me anyone would/could find me attractive. My hope is that my ears will hear it enough for my brain to catch on. Today I went snowboarding for the first time in my life-to get my kids outside AND because I actually could do it.
These seem like random thoughts but honestly if this is a dream don't wake me. I feel like I'll be having the first Christmas in a long time as the Real Me. The genuine smiling on the outside and inside person I always wanted to be. I can't thank all the people in my life that supported me enough.