Ok, I admit it...
I’ve been slack.
For the past six weeks, I’ve not been concentrating on ANYTHING related to my post-sleeving care.
I’ve not been making sure I’m having enough protein…
I’ve not been getting all my Water in…
I’ve not been thinking about what I eat..
Yes, I’ve still been going to the gym…
Yes, I’ve still been losing weight…
But what if I’d stuck to my plan all along and kept up the water/protein/good food thing?
How much further along would I have been?
Relatively speaking, six weeks is a long time.
It’s 17(ish)% of my sleeved life.
17%.
It doesn’t sound like much.
It’s not even a fifth of something.
But think about this…
What if I was 17% ahead of where I am with my weight loss…
What if, instead of being thrilled that I’ve lost 150lb, I was celebrating losing 175.5 lb.
That’s nearly 80kg in my terms.
And it’s 17% more…
But fear not…
I know what the reality is…
The reality is that I’ve nobody to blame but myself.
I chose to not get my Protein in…
I chose to not keep check on my water…
I chose to not watch my calories…
(And I also chose to drink alcohol a few times in there too… Shhhhhh)
Well you know what…
I’m choosing again.
Actually, I chose it last week.
That’s when I started a countdown in my profile feed.
To those who noticed it, it would have been random and quite possibly, nonsensical.
But to me, it was making a choice.
Re-making a choice.
Call it a do-over..
A re-launch..
Call it whatever you like
As of 0445 this morning (when I woke up), I’ve taken responsibility for myself again.
No more coasting thru this sleeved life..
No more taking losing weight for granted..
No more forgetting where I came from..
What I came from…
How far I’ve come…
This sleeve shit is NOT easy!!
This sleeve shit is NOT cheating!!
I have lost this weight…
Me..
Nobody else…
And you know what?
I’m about to lose a whole lot fu***ng more!!!