I know I made this post in April.. But I just wanted to follow up on it in case there is anyone out there right now who feels the same way and has the same fears.. I went through with the surgery. I was absolutely terrified and as soon as I woke up I had regret after regret. I was in so much pain. I was so depressed. I hated myself and I hated life. But then... Then things got better! I am now 4 months post op, I have lost 92 pounds since the day of my surgery, and I would go through it all over again in a heartbeat. Being scared and having second thoughts is bound to happen, but I can promise you it is WORTH IT!! thanks so much to the people who responded to me when I was having doubts and eased my mind. You were all right. And now I can say the same thing. ❤
