sunnykim

Thats nuts. Too much of anything can turn into a bad thing. But i understand feeling obsessive about wieght. I know im overly obsessed about my wieght. I even think i might have "body dismorphic disorder" so i guess we all have problems.

Kim

I never really liked Taco bell i just really like sour cream and cheese (on everything!).... thats terrible right? lol... I use to love Micky Ds but now its easy to avoid. but 2 night ago i caved and ate a 4piece chicken mcnugget happy meal. I cant eat bread or i feel the horrible pain in my chest so double cheese burgers are out... and more then one small bite of tortilla is chest pain too.

Ahhh all horribly fattening foods... Why do they taste so good?

Kim

Im so sorry to hear about your loss... Good dogs are always hard to say goodbye too...

Kim

I love hearing about other NSV and having my own NSV too. Congrats to you on all your NSV and i couldnt stop laughing about your fan olympics lol..

Kimi

Ive always slimed up when i somthing got "stuck" except for the first and only time i ate bread since my band that that felt like a heart attack. Im not sure if that helps but i though i would add my 2 cents.

Kim

Well im 20 and ive been very heavy since i was maybe 10. So i never have been under 200 in my teenage or adult life. but i figure for my 5'7" frame i should be around 150 to 170 i pray every day to get to my goal. I had surgery July 30 of 2005 and im already down to 238 when i was 297 just a few months ago. I saw a medical chart and it told me i should be 120. I would be a twig at 120 so f**k that!!!!

Kim

You should try Target. Im a fan of Targets Mossomo jeans. They are stylish and they have anice fit. Well im not sure if they are for shorties (im 5'7")

Kim

Well i have a really embaressing moment too...

Well i was maybe 18 or so and i wanted to go get fake nails so im took my mom for the company.

So my nails are all done but wet so im sitting at the little nail dryer thingie and it stoped so i asked my mom to hit the button to start it up agian beacuse i didnt want to mess them up

(remember the nail shop is full of people)

My mother bends over and unleashed the biggest most powerful fart i have EVER heard come from a human being.

So natualy i start cracking up and then my mom screams "KIMBERLEY how could you do that in front of people!!!"

So with my face red all the people are dead silent staring at ME not her.

I looked guilty.

So embaressed i left with my nails wet and have found a new shop. LOL

Kimmie

Candysmooch had me rolling with laughter!!!! The dockers splitting is classic!!!!!!!

OMG! my doctor never told me anything about airplanes and my band!!! thats crazy im flying to mexico in december i would of never known!!!!!! lol...

Kim

HHHHHM i love the idea about chips.. .i cant wait to earn one... hmmmm but what should i give up? ive HATED chocolate since i was a little girl and im terrified to drink soda cuz im still mildly fresh from surgery. i love cheese but i only eat fat free and only 3 slices a day..... HHHmmmm what to give up? well when i figure it out i will lets you chicks know!!!!

Any good ideas for me?

Kim

Well when i was a child i was not fat... at birth i was almost ten lbs but i was a small to average child but when i was bout 9 or ten i started packing those pounds on like crazy. All thru high school i was the big girl but i wasnt huge i got huge after high school... i flirted with the 300 then i had surgery. Im still chunky!!!

Kim

I had shoulder and back pain after surgery but i was so druged up off of my liquid codien that i couldent of cared less.... But hang in there!!!

Kim

The Green Bay Packers make me want to P.B. all over the place! lol...

CHICAGO BEARS!!!!!!!!

Yeah so they lose sometimes (ok alot of times) but i got to love da' Bears!!!!!!!!!

Kim

Horgan was my doc.... I liked him but i havent really seen him since the proceedure. Ive had alright success. Why dint it work for you?

Kim

Nope my doc told me no soda... it sucks i use to love diet doc pepper!!!

Kim

You will do great!!! and of course im going to pray for you silly!!!!!!

KIM

I think that people that we know and are close to that know WHO we are, see past it. My younger sister told me she never really saw me as fat. Knew I was big, but not fat like "other people", she just saw me differently.

My best friend said the same to me. She always saw me as Kimmie and she said i really didnt need surgery. Well when i was standing at 5'6" and 297 lbs i need it. lol..

Everyone intrepets beauty and fatness different ways. Well i saw myself chunky.

LOL

Kim

OH MY GOD!!!! I have PB'd 2 times but never like that. Thats a PB from hell. God feel better!!!!!

Kim

Im so sorry for your loss.. I know many have had there surgery in Mexico and im not knocking Mexican doc's but i had a bad bad experiance with one and could never imagina having surgery in Mexico.

Once agian im so sorry about your friend.

Kim

I know i sometimes feel like im losing my mind. And its hard for me to express how im feeling......i love food. I had such an attachment to it. I miss my old friend sometimes. And it is hard. I have pms so bad and i cant hide in my room pop in a movie and soothe myself with 8 or 9 tacos smotherd with cheese and sour cream. Its sucks its hard to cope with a new life style and all new eating habits. i know EXACTLY what your feeling and trust me this will pass but there are always going to be those hard times where you want to scream. My suggestion is to find a hobby even better start working out.

Good luck on your wieght loss!!!!

Kim

Hmmm well its going to sound very vain but its the truth. Everytime i pass a mirror my "damn im fat" have changed to a "DAMN who are you?" lol.... And before surgery i had confidence but not like i do now. Im even considering rock climbing at my gym!!! And the rock climbing wall is out in the middle of the gym for everyone to look up at my behind!!!!! So maybe im not even halfway to my goal wieght but im feeling great!!!!!

Kim

Well my doc told me to have alittle Peanut Butter for the protien. And for some reason oatmeal leaves me satisfied for a while. But its true to many carbs. Maybe try the wieght control kind its really good and it comes in bannana bread flavor i thought it was good!!!

Kim

Well i surgery on a saturday and went back to work on a wensday so your doing super good!!! now the treadmill might not be a good idea untill 2 full weeks after surgery.. and even then no twisting....

Good luck!!!

Kim

If i dont lose wieght tonight i might have to join your goup of slow losers **cries**

Kim

OOO have you seen the excorsism of emily rose? i almost wet my pants in the theater lol i never knew i would break out into a sweat from watching a movie...

Kim