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I like that! Lol

Thank you all so much. Every comment really helps. I'm excited to begin this new stage in my life, to feel like a person not just a size.

I'm in constant turmoil over whether to go thru with surgery or not. I want this really bad and feel like I can't lose weight without the surgery but feel like a failure for having to do it this way. I feel like I'm cheating by having surgery. I know surgery is a tool and weight loss will still be hard work but I feel like my successes won't have the same merit as someone that loses weight without surgery. Help !