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Hello Everyone! Thank you all for your supporting words. It's now less than 12 hrs to go till surgery on 1/30/15. Surgery time in 10:40am. Wide awake! At least for the moment! I will post an update soon. Bless you!

Hello Everyone! I've been a member for a few months but this is my first time posting something. My surgery date is this Friday the 30th of Jan and I can't believe I have made it through all of the required appointments - 6 months - for insurance to approve. I've done much reading, research, asking questions and certainly gained a lot of knowledge however reality has hit like a tun of bricks and am so scared now. Please forgive me if what I ask appears redundant but has anyone out there been so scared they felt like backing out? I'm almost to the point of writing "Goodbye Letters" - if ya know what I mean. I could certainly use some pearls of wisdom from folks who were just like me or who are going through the same anxiety Thank you all in advance!