Kelly, I had to do the walk of shame at Cedar Point before I lost my weight. It was one of several catalysts that combined to get me moving. I will never forget the attendant not being able to latch the safety bar. I had retired from the Marine Corps just about 5 years prior to that so the embarrassment was overwhelming. Sorry you had to experience that same trauma (and it was traumatic). Be thankful for where you are now and resolve to never go back there. Success to you.