Inner Surfer Girl

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One of my favorite "treats" is tea. A lovely cup of tea is a nice treat any time, but especially when hanging out around the house.

What do you mean by that? Meaning I eat something protein-based about every 2-3 (at the outside 4) hours throughout the day.

Or saki cups...

No. If I only ate when I was hungry i would never get in all of my Protein. That said, my definition of a "meal" seems to be slightly different post-sleeve. I eat frequent small Snacks and meals throughout the day so I don't really have well-defined breakfasts, lunches, and dinners.

Many years ago I gave up refined sugar and sweeteners for a period of time. One of the things I learned was that many of the things I always automatically added sweetener or sugar to didn't really need it. For instance, I had always added sweetener to "unsweetened" Cereal. Come to find out that even "unsweetened" cereals generally have sugar in them already. Fortunately, I've always preferred unsweetened tea!

Staying off the scale is a great strategy.

Why are you freaking out? What you are describing is completely normal, especially with liquids. I don't know what you are expecting. When I eat too much, especially in the early days after surgery my signal was a small burp (especially with liquids) and/or a runny nose. Just stick to measured portions, eat (or drink) slowly, chew thoroughly when you get to more dense or solid foods, and you will be fine.

Be careful with ketchup. It has a lot of sugar and most usually in the form of high fructose corn syrup which my surgeon is vehement about avoiding.

You may want to try widening your circle of friends. None of us can get all of our needs met from just or two friends, especially if you no longer have close family members.

I agree, it's probably a mix of fluctuating hormones, and the loss of food as a mood stabilizer. Also, make sure you are staying hydrated. Especially since you mention waking up angry, some of this might be due to dehydration.

This. Get rid of the junk. See if there is a bariatric support group nearby and consider talking to a counselor or therapist. Even though you had your surgery in Mexico, that doesn't mean you can't create your own support team.

They told me 60g protein was goal, 80 for men. They said get the protein, drink the Water, take it easy on the carbs, and exercise. That's what I know. 600-800 calories a day but they didn't say if that was with or without exercise. My surgeon's protein targets are: All men and anyone with a starting BMI of over 50 -- 100 grams Everyone else -- 80 grams You said you noticed that you lost better when you upped your calories. It is probably because you haven't been getting enough protein and calories.

Glad we can help. This really is a caring and very helpful community. I am happy you have joined us.

My NUT suggested organic bone broth because it has more protein than regular packaged broth.

Congratulations on your progress so far. It sounds like you have done really well, especially with so little information and post-op support. I am not a NUT but here is what I think, based in my own experience and understanding. I suggest you find a good bariatric NUT and make an appointment. Track your food. How else will you know whether or not you are reaching your nutritional targets? 60 grams of Protein is really low. Were you never given a protein target? Mine is at least 100 grams, a day, for life. 60 grams is very low and I would consider that a bare minimum for someone just out of the hospital, not someone who is actively trying to lose weight and is exercising. The protein target is a minimum. The same with the Fluid target. It is a MINIMUM of 64 oz. a day. You need more calories. For someone who is exercising as much as you are, you need more calories. Carbs are not the enemy. Starches, added sugar, high fructose corn syrup and processed carbs are what are unhealthy. Willpower is a bunch of hooey. Feed your body delicious, nutritious food and it will be easier to bypass the crap. Critical success factors for me: Follow my program. Eat slowly and chew thoroughly. Focus on getting in all of my protein and fluids, every day. Take my Vitamins and supplements, every day. Exercise. Embrace the Stall! http://BariatricPal.com/index.php?/topic/351046-Embrace-the-Stall

Welcome to the site. It is hard and counterintuitive, but you have got to get in your nutrition in order to lose weight but also to heal from surgery. Follow your program. Focus on getting in at least 64 oz of Fluid, every day. Focus on reaching your Protein target, every day. Take your Vitamins and supplements as directed. Exercise when cleared. (Walking is a great way to start.)

Probably? Have you tried it? How do you know unless you try it?

Didn't your NUT provide you with a list/written food plan? What does it recommend?

I haven't applied for disabilty yet. I plan to apply this week...I've been putting it off, and I've been in pain from surgery. Prayerfully I will be approved. I think it would help me to feel I have some money coming in. Recording him would be great...except in our arguments...I get so hurt and angry, that I have said mean things too. So, no go on that! As someone who is on disability, DON'T PUT IT OFF. The process is not easy and can take YEARS. You need to start the documentation process as soon as possible. There are two kinds of disability: regular Social Security or SSI. Unless your disability is on a specific list of extremely severe disabilities (what I think of as the no-brainers -- like being a parapalegic), then you will most likely be denied. I was denied and then had to get an attorney for an appeal and go through the hearing process. Get a REPUTABLE attorney. Our state just went through a disaster where a shyster lawyer was finally indicted and all of his clients are at risk of losing benefits (not just the fraud cases). You really can't count on disability until you have it in hand. Best of luck.

There are a variety of Water enhancers. I don't know if you will have different reactions than you did with crystal light but you could try some other brands. I like Mio. Try herbal or decaf tea, either hot or iced. I also like ProtiDiet liquid beverage concentrates: there are a variety of flavors. You can try infusing your water with something like mint and/or cucumber, etc. V8 is also one of my favorites.

I am so sorry you aren't feeling supported. It is very common to feel anxious and fearful in the weeks before surgery. They are also probably feeling anxious and fearful, too. I think we all need reassurance from our loved ones. The problem is that they may not understand what we are going through or what we need. Sometimes we may not know that ourselves. Be gentle with yourself and try giving your family the benefit of the doubt. Being very specific about what you need in the way of support is also helpful. Instead of expecting some general support be sure and ask for what you need. Be specific (i.e., can you watch the kids while I gather the things I need for the hospital?) We do understand what you are going through so feel free to lean on us for moral support. Best of luck with your surgery.

I think this is probably the biggest reason many loved ones object to surgery. I am so glad he was able to recognize it and share it with you. I bet he will become your biggest cheerleader!

Do you pray? Do you have a God box? It sounds a little Whoo Whoo, but it works for me. Write on a piece of paper what you are concerned about/what you want to let go/forgive/resent and date it. Pray, turning it over to God asking God to bring you resolution and peace and then place the paper in the box. It can be remarkably freeing.

I had no sugar added applesauce and no sugar added diced peaches.