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I did great today, wow had more then 64 oz of liquid and writing down the food I will b able to eat I just want to be ready with the shopping. Tuesday I will find out if I get a date, but I was also told that they will call me about it so im not sure.

just sitting here and getting nervous, I can't wait but also very nervous on Tuesday I meet with the my nut and psych, every two wks I do that. I will also be weigh in and I am scare I didn't lose anything, this time I emailed them when I posted this and was having such a hard time. I will keep you all updated. thank you for being there for me.

Thanks guys, I just want a simple menu that would work out for me and my son, if I can buy the food already made that will help me a lot LOL. I want to be prepared so I can have in the house all I need, I am making a list of what you all post, if I like it I am adding it to the list.

Thank you, Laura-Ven

All day I been doing very good, drank more then the 64oz and ate my Protein, salad.

thank you everyone, I been thinking more about it and feeling better, I also been doing much better with the shakes and meals. I just need to get more Protein, Water I am doing great. I read the guide book again and been writing down why I want to better my health and get off all those pills every time I think of food I remind myself why I decided to do this surgery, its for me health

Hi, when you going to post you first need a title, I think its topic. how can I add to it or change it ' thank you

Updates and thank you all

Thank you all, I been feeling better and doing kinda better lol.

I am going crazy too, all I do is think of food LOL, but second day I been good with the shakes and water only

Had to share, I just received these magnets I know what I need and I ask for help I am capable of change I reward myself in healthy ways L-in-NJ Its been helping me being on this site. I left a message to my pysch telling her how I feel, I have an appt to see here Tuesday.

I did good yesterday and so far I am doing good. my mind only thinks about food 24/7 and I just have to keep doing something else and keep asking myself why I want to have the surgery. by reading these post has helped me a lot, thanks

I have done good so far, its 5:15pm

I am feeling a little better now, spoke to psych she said that it don't seem im ready that we can talk more about how I feel. I told her I know I want this surgery bc I have tried so many time gained and lost. that I know I can't eat like Im used to, that its hard all day just drinking the shake and that if I eat even a small amount I will continue eating. im going back next week to tlk more about it. Im also so scare of the pain, I been on here for a while have been reading every post, some of them really hit home. I live only with my 15 son and need to cook for him and my adult nephew. so its hard. yesterday I did ok, I had two shakes, my Water, ham,cheese sandwich, diet coke and a cupcake. at a friends house I don't keep junk food in my house anymore. ok today is another day its 7:09 am and having my first shake. Have a great you all.

Hi, I would like to have ppl to talk,

I would also like to know.

Chris_R can I ask what kind of Vitamins you was able to get. I went to the site and didn't see them. Thanks

I am new here and been reading the post. I cant get started on my pre diet. its 3 shakes a day and one meal. each shake taken with a pc of fruit, bc it don't fill me up I have tried in the morning at 5;30 am I drink a shake and a yogurt. then by 9:30 it suppose to be a Protein and I just want to eat whatever I want and its not good. I have only made it to two shakes land the rest of the day is gone. I need help, I need will power to stick with it, I need to lose only 10lb and I can't get myself on plan. I spoke to my surgeon and dietitian and just tell me that to keep trying everyday try a little harder and eat every 3 to 4 hrs. I feel so bad bc Monday its group meeting and I know I haven't lost anything. I been rereading the guide book and all my paper work but still cant get started. please any advice, tips much appreciated. Thank you.

On Monday I will tlk about this in group. right now I feel I can do this but then ill feel I can't yes im getting scare bc I have only four pounds to lose before surgery date can be plan. im just scare most of all. am afraid of the pain ima b in. Ok, tomorrow is a new day. thanks for responding.

Also its so hard when I have to cook for others and can't eat any. I told my son and nephew that if I had the surgery everyone gonna eat what I buy for me and nothing different. And I make a list of things then I get in a bad mood again. oh well I guess I can't just do this, this is my fourth time trying and I given up in the past bc I would get scare of the surgery, but now its not the surgery its the can't stick to the pre diet.

GM. well I been doing better for a few hrs doing the day, but when it comes to eat lunch or dinner I over do it. yesterday after over eating I got sick. so I was good for the rest of the day. I hope today I can do better trying for three shakes and Protein, Water. have a great day.

i have had a lot of medical issues and i am on alot of meds. I have tried losing weight many time, doing all kind diets and going to the gym. I was thinking for a very long time to the the gastro bypass, and been to the dr.'s and meeting. i decided to go ahead and the gastro sleeve. I told a few friends and my family bc its a serious operation and i will be in the hosp for a few days and i will need someone to stay with my 15yr old son. well my dad says no and other family members says yes, friends says no but isn't up to me to decided. i feel that this surgery will help me stick to my weigh lost. even though i have to watch wat i eat and exercise for the rest of my life, im ready to try again. its been so many yrs of me trying losing weight and gaining it back. If all goes the right way i can be getting off 37 pills a day and a diabetes med injection. so why am i feeling so low today. Im on three shakes a day with a one meal and Protein Snacks. I haven't even been able to drink even two shakes. the taste and smell is not nice anymore. I can't have the surgery till i lose 10% of my body weight and im now 258.8 I was 265 and was doing good, dr. wants 10% of from the 258.8. idk how to get back on track, when i go to the meetings and meet with the nutrionist, psyic, i feel better and i feel i can do this and continue to do the program but when i get home and on the wknd i feel i can't do it and that its not worth the hassle. idk what i feel i just want to always feel like the moment i do after a meeting. i go every other monday and i do talk up in group and i have the correct answers so why do i feel this way. I just emailed my dietician, i meet with her every two wks and also with the behavioral provider, i have meet with the surgeon and just waiting for a surgery date after i lose the weight i have to but iam afraid that it will take longer then i wanted to bc i can't get myself back on track. I have also done Immersion day, its an all day of training required to prepare for surgery

wow I cant get out this feeling, yesterday was a bad day for me. I did good in the am but when it was time to eat I lost it and ate to much. I felt so hungry. my nut said to have a pc of fruit, veg, Protein with each shake but I don't I was doing it but idk gotten lazy or just in such a bad mood I don't even want to go outside Please I want this feeling to pass, I just be crying I want this so much and cant understand why I mess up. its7am and started to drink my 1st shake. I was going to the gym and even stopped that. all I need to lose is four losing pounds and I get my surgery date, why is this happening now. im 258 I have lost 6 only 10lbs and I can't do it, what the heck is wrong with me.

im starting to feel a little better, ima keep reading this post. thank you

Bump. I to would love to read success stories.