throwaway557
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throwaway557 got a reaction from woo woo in My weight has increased 20 pounds from my stable point over the past few months....
Well now Im not too ashamed to go back to the doctors in August. I'm going to really try today. My weight is at 293 right now, 20ish pounds down from where I was pre surgery, and 20ish pounds up from where I was post surgery. I gained 13 pounds since mid May.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from VSGAnn2014 in My weight has increased 20 pounds from my stable point over the past few months....
VSGAnn, honestly? No. But I was going to go either today or tomorrow and go to costco and get the Protein shakes and live off of those for a week....Have 4 or so a day...or try.
Well failing IS an option because I am doing it. But its not the right option, the right option would be to go get those Protein Shakes and follow the doctors orders and live off of them for a bit.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from VSGAnn2014 in My weight has increased 20 pounds from my stable point over the past few months....
VSGAnn, honestly? No. But I was going to go either today or tomorrow and go to costco and get the Protein shakes and live off of those for a week....Have 4 or so a day...or try.
Well failing IS an option because I am doing it. But its not the right option, the right option would be to go get those Protein Shakes and follow the doctors orders and live off of them for a bit.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from VSGAnn2014 in My weight has increased 20 pounds from my stable point over the past few months....
VSGAnn, honestly? No. But I was going to go either today or tomorrow and go to costco and get the Protein shakes and live off of those for a week....Have 4 or so a day...or try.
Well failing IS an option because I am doing it. But its not the right option, the right option would be to go get those Protein Shakes and follow the doctors orders and live off of them for a bit.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from VSGAnn2014 in My weight has increased 20 pounds from my stable point over the past few months....
VSGAnn, honestly? No. But I was going to go either today or tomorrow and go to costco and get the Protein shakes and live off of those for a week....Have 4 or so a day...or try.
Well failing IS an option because I am doing it. But its not the right option, the right option would be to go get those Protein Shakes and follow the doctors orders and live off of them for a bit.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from NMJG in Is there a way to see if your stomach has stretched out?
So my head isnt in the game, I get that. But that doesnt make me crazy, that just means that the surgery failed in their sense.
Im seeing a counselor now, and have been. We talk about how my weight sometimes but she is an Eating Disorder therapist and doesnt like talking about numbers, not fixating on them. Which is what you guys do (patients and doctors alike).
An endoscopy sounds like too much, in terms of time commitment and money, I was thinking to see a different way. Otherwise I just wont go to my appointment. Waste of time to hear them telling me I failed
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throwaway557 got a reaction from TopNotchMami in Pretty sure I f***ed up the sleeve. No leak, but I might as well have never gotten it.
Also, the whole "Im not an alcoholic because Im in college" is bullshit too, anyone with a brain can know that. Its like saying just because Im a professional gambler doesnt mean I have a gambling problem or something like that.
Regardless, the alcohol isnt the problem, its the food. People told me I would be stuffed. People told me I wouldnt be able to eat, that I would throw up if I pushed myself. And guess what? I threw up once, and that was enough to know that I should not drink (Water......) after eating a whole lot, and I should definitely chew a bit better.
Other than that....yeah nothing is really working. I wonder if its possible to see how much my stomach stretched.
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throwaway557 got a reaction from MsAmeena in Pretty sure I f***ed up the sleeve. No leak, but I might as well have never gotten it.
Oh no, i like drinking. Its not about me not being judged, its about wanting to unwind and lose my inhibitions.
But so far the sleeve has failed me, or i have failed it. I kind of hate going back to those checkups with the doctor where I can pretend to be open with him and the nutritionist.