Yurielisa

Yes I started taking them yesterday. I'm going to call my doctor tomorrow, thanks for the advice but I don't know I guess I just wanted to give this some time to go away before opting for depression pills. I really can't wait until I start feeling much better. I didn't think this was going to be so hard. And you are absolutely right, if there is help out there why am I suffering. Thank you so much.

Your words gave me some hope..... This morning I woke up crying and feeling depressed. The worst feeling ever. I went to a friends house so I can get distracted. It worked while I was there, but when I came home it came back, and all I want to do is cry, I'm trying to hold it back for the sake of hubby and my kids. It is so hard, especially because I have no reason to be feeling like this. Everything is going fine, my weight is coming down, kids and hubby are full of health and we are doing OK economically. So I don't get it. And the funniest thing is that I started feeling like this after I watched the last Twilight movie last night. Every time I remember the movie I want to ball out crying. This is insane, I don't know why I feel like this. I did some research online and found out some people get depression after having Weight loss surgery and that it should go away in a couple of weeks. I'm so depressed and sent know what to so. Sorry I'm throwing my problems out there when some of you might be going through worse.

I am in so much pain right now, need my pain meds. But it is so hard to get in and out of bed. I have them own my night stand and it is so difficult to turn and get them from there, hope everyone else is doing well. Best of luck and a speedy recovery for those of us who had the surgery done already.

Finally home, had my surgery last night ,now I am home relaxing on my couch, I am having lots of pain, and a lot of gas. The gas is more uncomfortable than the pain wish I could just burp it away. Well feeling kind of tired, I think I'm going to take a nap now. Hope everyone is doing well.

I got out of surgery around 5:30 pm, everything went well, everyone keeps telling me that I look great for someone who just got out of surgery lol, who doesn't love a compliment? But I am in a lot of pain, keep pressing that button for my pain reliever, but don't feel like it's doing much. Surgeon said that if everything goes well I might be able to go home tomorrow evening. I have my own room, yay, don't need to share it with anyone. They've had me taking zips of water, 1oz every hour. I think that's it for now, oh I tried getting up to walk, I walked for like ten steps, too dizzy, I say down on a chair and started getting nausea so had to go back to bed. Hope tomorrow is a better day. Hope everyone is doing well.

So my arrival time is for 11:30 A.M, I am so nervous.... I'm finishing up some laundry and cleaning, so when I come home my house is nice and clean. Today has been somewhat of a tough day, I am doing the liquid diet and I have been craving food. Lol. Like anything at all. I've been strong and had only my clear liquids, chicken broth, water, sugar free juices. But it has been tough, after I get everything ready, off to bed.I just want to say Good luck to everyone who is having your surgery tomorrow and everyone else who is having within the next week. Its been a long journey but we're almost there.

Thank you, I'm so nervous and anxious, I'm waiting for the surgeon to call for my surgery time. I can't believe that this is really happening.

Worcester, MA