JustJenn

At work walking past the vending machines.... My thoughts: what I would do for a cold diet cherry Pepsi and a bag of hot Cheetos/munches mix chip things. I'm having strong cravings for soda and salty! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Lol you crack me up Mami!!!!! Good for you girl!!!! Enjoy the new positions your new body will allow I'm sure the hubby is going crazy with all lovin .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Good not kid :/ don't know how to edit anymore with new phone. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

My Dr gave me the green light when I was ready he said he's had patients tell him there are kid 1-2 weeks post. My husband an I went for it at day 9. My husband was worried about hurting me but after a few times of assuring him I was good.... It ha gotten way better with every pound lost!!!! If you feel like your up for it.... It's great cardio! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

I have noticed I don't get hungry but have eating triggers. If I'm busy I have to remind myself to eat. If I'm just hanging out watching tv I want to eat. If I'm out shopping I want Starbucks in my hand. If I fix a snack for my daughter I want to eat food food. I need to work on a lot. It's a work in progress daily. I am just so hard on myself.... But the agony comes after I've eaten more than I should have, faster than I should have, or something I should have not. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Don't be sorry!!!!!! Rock those big cloths and start making room for smaller cute cloths! Take pride in what you've lose! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

That's such a great and exciting update! I too cant wait to be able to shop there without getting the look o why should even walk in there! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

But don't eat it all during one sitting like me!!!! Laughing at myself now .... Live and learn! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Wendy's chili is really good and I do agree everything in moderation. I just need to work on my moderation! I need to learn how food is fuel! Hope everyone gets there Wendy's chili soon!!! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Lol if only..... Atkins as a coffee Protein drink its delish. I drank them early on to get my protein in an not be sick. But if only! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Worst comment I've been told: "you wouldn't need surgery if you just learned how to put the fork down and get off the couch" My reply was something the lines of if it were that easy obesity wouldn't be a problem. People are lame! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Tammy!!!! You look amazing!!!! I don't remember seeing a before pic you have done a fabulous job. Keep up the great work. You totally motivate me!!! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

It's not at all what I ate that embarrassed me but the fact I was able to eat the entire small order in one sitting and not feel full. I guess it's soft, and would pass through would explain. I'm terrified of stretching my pouch and failing. I need to work on self control!!!! Self control for sure. I don't need to testing limits and see how the out come will be. I need to get back into 2 week post op fear and mentally and fresh wounds/healing thinking. Thanks for the support guys. I am my biggest challenger. Thanks again. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

It's nuts to think the small chili from Wendy's wouldn't have made me sick and or full. I'm shocked! And again so pissed. I'm done babying myself self talk that tomorrow ill make better choices. Over this pity party for one. This was so not worth it if I'm going to allow myself to eat like the 389lb old me. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

I'm 4 months post op and I just ate way to much too embarrassed to say what BUT I don't feel full I feel satisfied:( what's wrong with me?! Did I stretch my pouch out?! I'm so pissed at myself. I know the whole pick up and tomorrow is a new day, but I feel like I did this all for nothing .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

My shoes too last winter surgery could not have been farther from my brain/thoughts. I bought $130 big girl lol thigh boots! Fully loved them with all my heart, but pulled them out and my entire foot slips in and out without opening the zipper lol bitter/sweet moment of offering them to a family member who greatly admired them. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

I am also 4 months post and don't experience dumping. I must say I was very disappointed about this! My surgeon just laughed at my honest answer, but I wanted it to fear testing the limits. Working on my self control is hard .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

I started at a 28/30 pants with 4x tops. Currently at a 22/24 pants with 2x tops. Dream of being 10 and large top. But realistically will be like 12/14 with XL top. And I would be more than happy there that would be less than or just at half of the old me! .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

You look amazing!!! Keep it up.... Such motivation .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Ugh, I must admit I am heading there too! I've eaten bread (all started with half a bread at thanksgiving) I don't dump and it doesn't help me on track! Today I ate a bite of bday cake at work BIG FAIL I left like a loser! And I ate one bite of a cheese quesadilla Please don't judge I need advise to get back on track! It all started with a half a bread and since then I have been pushing the limits :'( .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Vicki- you are def in my prayers I am sorry you have to experience more than you have to. Please keep up posted. Hugs .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

Yes! Seek it... Flirt first if you have too when guys get the green light they will reciprocate the flirting and attention! all the luck girly we all love to feel sexy and get it confirmed .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.

I love salad. I thought it would be hard to find a dressing with less than 5 grams of sugar but its not. I find I'm not limited at all. Check with your dr on their requirements for dressing. .::SurgeryDate 7/25/12::.